i love Stephy,by Chewyen

sometime i wish

just a wish

my sensitive

my insecure

my over-thinking

can taken away 1 day

and you won't have a burden

heavier than my KG carry on your shoulder

although i know u are man enough to take it.

can u please again

swear in front all the GODS

saying u love me once?

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it should be glad 

when you know your friend 

fall in love

and happily in that 

but why

it turn to be a sad

because 

lost a friend 

who care and love me

just because, 

i am not shinny enough 

to attract his/her attraction

oh well

is okay,

i am use to alone all the while

just you never notice,

because u are shinny enough than me. 

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tired of speaking 

raise own school of think

when it doesn't work anymore

although u tried before

i let Times to show me 

and prove to me

the effort of changing after my voice

but before that

please allow me 

to ask

'hey, do you hear me ?'

at least i heard my inner voice 

what i want and what i feel

stephy, i love you, from chewyen.

~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~

conclusion

after all

is better to keep 

and taste the loneliness in the night

call up your besties

share the tears

and yet like the sun shine into ur inner heart

because shadow will never leave u alone

just like mine

it accompany me for 20+years

i love Stephy.

i felt better after express my feeling in words here. 

please allow me say again,

i love u stephy,by chewyen

i love u chewyen,by stephy