长腿先生的太太 Mrs Longleg

another monday i always waiting just because i can go play squash! yeah~~~hehe act i dunno why i so like sports... maybe it is test your response not brain finally the busy brain can rest~~ haha... it will coz u sweat like hell...wet~~ but it does a nice game to release all ur anger ur stress~~ in squash i oli will think how to enjoy not how to win..juz wan hit the ball as possible as i could! yeah..i love squash!!!!!

still can remember clearly the day i wan join chinese orchestra tat time i feelin angry coz oli open to the chinese society afetr that i know there were open to chinese class as well without further thinking,i go register for the very first class my teacher..until now still the same. rmb the first class...most gal wanted to learn 古筝 unfortunately is denied by the teacher.. so start to think others..柳琴，扬琴，琵琶，中阮。。。 finally i choose 琵琶 from dunno any bout the theory start knowing bit by bit~~~ my life start because of it changed~~ saturday should be very nice to sleep late,but sacrificed it to attend the class.. step by step start to joining the performances in school and slowly outside skol... from the most easier song高山青 tat i tot was hard when yrs ago... but now come to the 瑶族舞曲 i know it aint hard anymore... lot i gain lot i learn... is my teens life music accom me~~ after graduate..looking at the friends... who oso play music same as me some continue some give up and me.... leave a q...

THE FOREVER BROTHER TO ME people around us seems like when come to certain level thy may leave us and we are still going on our way this few day i really having bad mood just because i really cant accept the truth he leave but as he say....what can i do??? don be silly...everyone would leave one or another just depends when and who is it hanging out with him for the first time watching movie,having lunch even taking the pic... i do really cant get a smile to him i don let him send me to lrt station~~ this time let me see him gone in front me the day is raining.. but juz a little but my heart.. juz as cold as the winter... or even more than that passes by all the road i walked with him today all memories and the air... remain his smiley face tat i never will forget a real smile i ever seen recently~~ a ll the best to u and good luck my brother edmond~~

recently really busy like hell but dunno why i still wan come here write down somethg maybe i love to write and express my feeling in words.. really,somethg just like what lexson told me people sround me start go and come to my world i dunno why...early this year,i know lot frenz..could say tat but come to now how many i am still keep in contact?? grandma leave me,my first love ended,my study in another new level i face lot things...about people,about study,about family,about my future... and even frenz...as well... sometimes...we face obstacles,we will keep feeling hard, angry,wordiness and yet come to the last choice....GIVE UP i dunno why or how..i feel that everythg would be end in oneday all feeling would be a nice experience,memories to us i start to think in this way no matter wat,everythg will be doin fine... try to accept and accept and yet,i really find my day is happy easy.... sometimes...maybe we just nit a rest and start over again don leave the life full with GIVE UP~~

no longer little brother nit leave KL... i was crying badly when he told me... he is too naughty untill now the school couldnt accept him... well,in this year i had met his teacher twice....coz he bring phone to skol... 2 hp oso kena rampas!... since he appear in my life,i start to love him...coz he is young and i don wan him become a bad and yet he really change a lot... he is a very gd little boy... always make me smile whenever we are together... now he need leave le... i am pretty sure i will damn miss him de! miss the days he so caring me,he always find me(when he get trouble) he always protect me???(did he)haha... no words can discribe bout him juz i can say... 弟，姐姐永远爱你，无法照顾你了。。要乖乖努力读书~~

erm....first of all......congrate to the president of america..mr..obama!finally the world is really changing not only from the technology but also the problem of the races,skin colour,culture... ok,back to my topic...erm...what i mean for the title 'change' it is bout what i learn in TARC so far i m in sem 2 d! lot ppl come from diff background,diff story all have own attitude,own character as well...cant deny really some of them i couldnt accept,some i salute !haha yet,when come to the new environment reli nit make urself fit with that never expect people would be change for you! suddenly i have lot works! squash assignement,bm assignement(even it is no nit to be pass up soon), eng + the presentation....and oso the test for QS!....URGH.. ALL IN NEXT WEEK LEH!!!!! sudden my mood CHANGE!!!! change to extremely bad...asking perfect from the works...but i couldnt... this make me tired....y i cant make it perfect???sad for that the squash de..i nit do the best as well!!! ~~~~~~wi...

have you ever notice that people come around you..they are playing their role in your story some people would make u sad but on the other way,there is someone make u happy have you ever heard that...LIFE IS TEMPORARY all story will be end one day and yet everything will be nothing i dunno how you think...or u might not know what i am thinking unless you really close with me,know me well we are passenger in each other life maybe my smiling face can brighthen your day or maybe yours would light my day what are u playing in my life? all the sadness,buzzing,wordiness i am sure it will be a nice memories i ever had in my future people...as passing by,we never know who will i meet next or a little melody btw us.. yet i know.. i love to be someone always smile and happy..juz as you wish that i will be always happy... juz like you concern today did i do my best...

today ...nope..it should say this week!!! i am so busy lioa..no time to on9(actually depends on how i manage my time) today my MACROECONOMIC TEST...hopefully pass la.. after that my squash! that wat i wan to say for today! from last nite till this morning i am not reli had mood la.. too nervous for the test?? part of it la another is....SECRET! haha... thought of release all my unhappy negative side through hitting the ball... my partner....dang dang dang dang....ALVIN! hehe..he is a gd boy.... my test end at 12pm...so boring alone waitin for the 2 hours for the squash i sms him ask him come fast fast accom me..he stay near ma... so in btw waitin him,i with lim them lepak in canteen as well... 1pm like tat he arrive...at 130pm..we go to court start practice le... and yet the funny scene start our coach absent for an hour so we just practice ourself la... i am partner with ALVIN lo.. we make lot noise in the court 2... haha..all frenz there juz quiet de... me and him keep hittin ppl..ha...

很紧张 明天我们就见面了。。。 算算指头 我们已有一年多了吧？ 我也忘了。。可能还少过一年呢 心中对你的思念 然而在我心中你的位置 仿佛并没有失去过 这是友情吗？ 怎么了？ 很想知道在你心中 我是否还是当年你那位的好好朋友呢？ 我不明白为什么 朋友还要分好跟普通呢？ 每年都很倒霉 都没试过一次好好的庆祝我的生日 每一年的期待却换来我的失望。。。 最后一次 应该是你去年的生日吧？ 那是最后一次。。。 而我的生日 还没到 你们就不在国内了 今年。。。 我并没有跟你们庆祝生日了 因为我知道我们有了自己的生活方式 简单的祝福 那是我唯一给到的。。 那天不小心告诉她们我要怎样的生日 其实。。。。 我并没有想什么 只想圆一个梦 所有的朋友。。所谓的哥哥弟弟。。所有曾经爱过的人。。 就像出席葬礼 那么的人齐阿。。哈哈。。 也许朋友 有些永远只能在心里给她一丝的祝福 一丝的祈祷 那么就足够了。。。

this few day very hot my mood turn down juz like the weather is it very weird rite?? sunny day shouldnt be happy and joyful?? i dunno when come to the sunny day my head and mood full with lot picture jus like the gal and boy in the comic..the movie after the sunny day...thy break up and walk into own road it is cheerful with joys and smile on that but after that the story end...i still in my seat crying for the ending i am sorry..i am in moody no mood to talk anythings let u smile no mood to plan anythg jus wanna a huge hug from u a smile bring me back to this should be joyful de sunny day

this 2 days i enjoyed my time with my mum it is pretty nice moment for me and her finally v could spend time to talk more than 1 hour since,i grow up mum keep working and finding job to support my everythg she gives all what i want people use to call me ultraman(超人） but my mum should granted with this name! she do know a lots she is a great mum... so far she is in my heart! i dunno since when i start to talk all my problem to her whenever i feeling i need somebody she is always there for me hanging out with frenz studies pressure frenz social problem she always the one stand on my side helping me to reduce my problem i love her much even i always nagging her (coz she always forget this and that) the most important things is... we do share on relationship problem... whenever i have a new bf i wouldnt bring home let her see la coz i want the best to her just tell him what happen on us and she use to analysis to me what should i do next.. today... i used her money again... honestly speaki...

i will always love you.... remember the first day we met?it is the early morning for orientation..i am eating in the canteen. u and ur fren come to us,because you are classmate to taihoong(my best friend)...but i din c u clearly,coz none of my business...we did introduced to each after all..but i really have no any idea on u..the msot dialog with u..maybe is hai.and bye..haha.. the first sms i send to u is asking bout the textbook,since with that,we start have conection .. u start to tell me you have chemical reaction on me ,i started thought you are just fooling me..coz i felt that you are quite handsom e ( i have once imagine how would your gf be) she must be someone very smart and look very soft have a long hair,as tall as you and slim...haha..but the gal i imagine with me is totally different!i really no idea what you love to me? finally you told me...you say in the very first class..you fll in love to me..haha..erm..that time i really suprise..coz i rmb well that time i was just c...

finally come to the end of working for19 days continuously ...i start feeling the tired in my whole body..thy just like could sense that the body gonna run down so thy oso lazy bit by bit liao... eventually..last nite i din sleep well.. coz i am very unhappy but no one know...BB go sleep Le..this make me think of when i unhappy there is someone will couldn't sleep well..how good it would be if bb oso like tat but he isn't..he is more rational than me... i wish i could in his shoes..then i wont be like this..haiz... gonna start study le..hoping everything will be fine and smooth la my 7 days in CONOCOPHILIPS really fun and enjoy because there 90% is mat salleh..and very leng cai tim!!!haha...i like mr.derek brown..he is a funny people..everytime he greet wit me sure call me sweety..haha.. mr.jon he is the first mat salleh i know there..he is very small in size but he is taking a president position in the down stream..well his partner is mr.mark ...he is a guy who always looks l...

i have been learning my pipa around 3 years... whatever i learned will never hold up to a year.. and yet come to music,i have maintain it for 3 years long..(plz give a clap..) from begining just wanna have fun,till now it become something i wan to be professional with i have think of give up study,and really learn it properly just...i never wish my loves would turn to a stress perhaps in one day.. i know i had missed 2 class,plus the song is hard for me catch up de level of them having now.. in another words,i always because work,miss up lot classes during my sec skol times now..beside being the vice precident of the orchestra,but oso the one of the pipa player out of 4 it becomes much more easy to look at my own weakness...really sad and feeling hard.. why i am so stupid??why couldnt i be smart bit in order to catch up? seems like things never come easy to me... today is another rainy day, walking side by side with those strangers in the rain i feel that the world is something being i...

hand in han d .. we are going on the w ay it seems that i never talk ing writing bou t my love~~ b ecause i ha ve think that that is no need to put on the table... by the way today i have ch ange my little way back .. not a love letter to him or a letter to 'him' but just simply wan to release myself something about him he is someone i do really com plain lot since with him around 4 months~~~0612 there was lot times i wanna give up this relationship due to that i couldn 't tolerate with him anymor e.. is my pro or his pro? pe rhaps is both... thinking from the positive side, what i learn from him is being patience being tolerate using the brain to think controlling emotions wisely use $$ loving with full of my heart start would missing starting would be slow down all changing to softer lastly is LOVE due to the past relationship,i know that love isnt one ppl things..but bout 2 ppl when come to a situation one-on-one being a love to someone... from starting the relation...

everyone start their new life over again and yet i am still working..sigh== i dunno why,just feeling that i not really wanted to study le since i get into work i learn lot that i never learn from the BOOK! I LEARNED HOW TO COMMUNICATE WITH PEOPLE I MEAN THOSE REALLY FUCK DE PPL I LEARN HOW TO OVERCOME UNUSUAL THINGS MOSTLY TO THE BAD LUCK I LEARN THAT THE WORLD ISNT AS EASY AS WHAT WE THINK I LEARN THAT I USE TO BE SO DAMN FOOLISH CHILDISH YET I AM GOING TO CHANGE FROM THAT I LEARN THAT NEVER BEING SO TRUE TO PEOPLE MOSTLY THOSE U THOUGH HE/SHE WAS GOOD I LEARN THAT WE ALL ARE SAME WHY DO WE NEED TO AFRAID OF SOMEBODY?? I LEARN THAT WE NEED TO BE SOCIABLE WHO KNOWS ONE DAY WE NEED PEOPLE HELP... I LEARN THAT WE NEED BE KNOWING LOT...NO MATTER WHAT JUST IN CASE ONE DAY U WILL NOT BULLY BY PEOPLE THE MOST IMPORTANT IS ... I HAVE LEARN THE PEOPLE AROUND ME I KNOW WHO IS MY FRIENDS AND ''FRIENDS'' JUST PLEASE FUCK OF WHEN U THINK I AM EASY FOR YOU TO BULLY OR I AM NOTHING T...

the story start with this....3 o f us..shoul d be meet at the PAVILLION GUESS level 2 at 630pm...by the way thy oli appear when it is 715pm!act is ok,c oz i know ms yee is a caterpillar ma...so forgive it ba..haha...we had planned that we should go T GI eat at t he very begining..suddenly hui told me that actually she never been there onc e!!!! fuck lo.. is ok..i am thinkin g going somewhere i would be familiar with,but not feeling wanna eat that..okok..TGI lo,seeing is new t hings..t ry try lo.. this is us....haha.. thn we go into the TGI,ask seat at non smok ing area.actually i not really like our seat,but due to the smoke pro,i think we could get our dinner w ell in a healthy environment..haha..before we enter,we saw the board writing HAPPY HOUR rm 10+ the alcohol drinks...so, we did order 1..but considerate of that someone wont be drunk,so oli me ordered the heineken,coz heineken is taste better compare to tiger,ha ha..we order 1 sprite as well so someone can drink it nicely.....

today really come to my very last day in GUESS..besides feeling happy i am sad too..leaving colleague there .. u know what?i am really learn lot skills there,by serving,talking and become more talkative!haha...after the work,i have date with my best friendS!!....haha..v go TGI FRIDAY eat..haha..do u know how much it is??erm is rm150++..is i paid it!REALLY??yea!i paid it..as i promise to them...haha..it was a very first time..v order heineiken as well..by the way sook yee look like bit drunk adi@@..sigh..haha..suddenly singing,laughing..talking very soflty...by the way not really know wat she yelling at!haha...a days,with lot of loaughing no matter in the job or with friend..i enjoy it.. in our life..we meet lot ppl,but who would be the one who never leave us or perhaps accompany us walking a long long distance...maybe we are busy with our own life as well..but i learn lot from them..everyone cames from their own story into our world.either v accept it or v jus leave it as well..but i w...

finally come to the second last day in GUESS..what i missing would be the days with the joy and smiling of all..ppl 18 years old in joy and study,but i m in study and work..gaining experience and also money as well..but i never wonder that now i am in 18 years old.an age almost near to the adult world,step closer to this colourful world..i always remember that i use to imagine i am in 18 years old,ad yet i am in this age but i feeling nothing much change in me perhaps there is some thinking or actions i got to changing.. in case,i am in love too.i start to think seriously in my love,about my love.what happen??he wanted a silent between us..a love little caring and understanding...i m confusing with that..why no sweet talks to me,or a little caring on me..what i wan more?i dunno and don ask me..perhaps i am still on my way chasing my dream yet nvr will disturb by this love stuff..as he wan..i m juz trying putting a little of all to him..am i right??i start not going sms him already...st...

it was a pretty hard day for me yday..seeing the whole sem break i was working at there finally come to almost the end le..by the way,my 2 frenz...leave early thn me.yday could say that is my last day meet them in GUESS..i feel sad for it.that y one day b4,i plan to have a little farewell for us...yday morning 1130 we met at pizza hut at pavillion,having our very first long chit chat and meals...until 1 pm we start our work..but we all seems very tired and sienz..hardly come to break,we slept in the rest room or playing with the phones,coz the pizza meals fulled us..haha...almost nite,very less customer,we together chat bit..but SHE cames..sigh..got to work again...(damn geram de)...when come to 10pm,is time to say goodbye.we kept ook picturezzz..haha..this time,i din follow either jin's or mun's car..coz is time let us back to the original point.actually i am not that so sad la..juz my mood is down.haiz...lot memories having in this sem break..maybe one day we will not meet an...