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i love you


i will always love you....


remember the first day we met?it is the early morning for orientation..i am eating in the canteen.
u and ur fren come to us,because you are classmate to taihoong(my best friend)...but i din c u clearly,coz none of
my business...we did introduced to each after all..but i really have no any idea on u..the msot dialog with u..maybe is hai.and bye..haha..

the first sms i send to u is asking bout the textbook,since with that,we start have conection ..
u start to tell me you have chemical reaction on me ,i started thought you are just fooling me..coz i felt that you are quite handsom
e ( i have once imagine how would your gf be)
she must be someone very smart and look very soft have a long hair,as tall as you and slim...haha..but the gal i imagine with me is totally different!i really no idea what you love to me?

finally you told me...you say in the very first class..you fll in love to me..haha..erm..that time i really suprise..coz i rmb well that time i was just concentrate on the lecture..never think others or even looks around me..haha...and yet,after fw weeks..we did togehter..that time is 1206...

since with you..from no love growing with a special feeling onward you,and yet when today you say you wan have a break on us,i was su
ddenly body shaking badly,couldnt breath as well...this time i know,you started enter in my heart,having a part of it...you always teach me let go the past,i always try myself best with that..and you never give up to change me..this time,i know i couldnt miss out the guy like you..you have your own way..and yet i know the meaning of the tolerate as well..love do nit toleration...thx god..i hold back our relationship!(thx hui for helping too)..lot things i nit to learn...i will try hold back my emotions,changing my attitudes and become softer...all i change because of you..

you very seldom will buy me present,or giving me any suprise..but cant admit tat..everytime ur present would be very valuable (because whatever you give me ,just like giving me the whole world) by the way,the price also..from RM 10++ to RM 150...you never blame a words...maybe tat is the way you love...you like doing everything in slow..and making eveything becomes details to the story..every single words u said are very mean to me..you told me b4 it is very silly to say forever,but now u said it to me...it is very unforgetable..the first time u say i love you to me in chinese(soli,forget d)...too lot sweet words u talk to me..rmb that time i don let u in the kfc..as u eat it,means u love yourself more thn me..but that time u do in hungry...u just lookin at me...haha..sure la.i not so bad,plus i don wan be fat..let u eat with me as well...you starve yourself give me ur pocket money(when i din brg pocket money je la)...u like do things in silence..nvr let me knows...u tell me u enjoy the silence when u are with me...you could smell the air with my present....i feel touchin since that time..and seldom would blame that u have ntg to talk with me..you everytime would give me unexpected answer,that is what i love on you...

wihtout saying much..it is always no words could decribe that(u use to say that always)..
i love you shawn!


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