长腿先生的太太 Mrs Longleg

i was having my last dinner of 2009 with my dearest friend..[ o.k.u.family] we were having our dinner at LOT 10, SHABU1 i wish i could join the countdown like every1 did but anyway i still have others friend are countdown on9 =] so is okay i am at home. i believe it gonna be a wonderful and great year of 2010! and so i do believe it is! =] welcome 2010 years & thanks for the memories in 2009 sorry for my faults,bad attitudes.

跟朋友聊天聊天的，在研究怎么我连一个对象都看不到呢？ 她说 ：你买东西跟选男友一样吗？ (怎么能一样啊！）瞪大我的眼睛：：当然不同啦！ 她说：那么你为什么买东西可以那么快选择，男朋友不能吗？ 沉默的我 依旧坚持自己的想法 ：：才不要叻！ 可能 真的只是看感觉，但我真得没办法。。怎么说呢？ 对男友的要求， 真得很高啊~不管是外表，内在，脑袋，行为。。我统统都 有自己的一套！ 自己没有那么的大的头就别戴那么大的帽子，也许这是我唯 一会斤斤计较的吧？ 就像 我爱上不同的餐馆，却总爱点同一个的食物饮料， 我有着自己一套的习惯， 不想改变 因为只有这样才觉得那是我啊！ 我可以坚强面对，我是被人甩的女生。。 你会不认同我的看法，但 过去的幸福我不想留恋； 只想让自己靠自己得到属于自己的幸福。。 我相信我值得更好的！我是有那么一点的勇气认为！=） 她说：：那你肯定很难找男朋友了 我无奈：：没关系拉，就知道自己的要求，追求完美的我。 。 结论是：：一概认识的男生都只属朋友关系， （有一两个值得考虑的）现在的我。我也不懂啊。有点期待 单身后的第一个约会， 可是。。还是过不了自己那关。。。哈哈。。 让我重新出发，以我单身的姿态， 走出 我也能是美丽的 =] p/s:也许，这个世界上有一个我没遇过，看过，不认识的人，正 是我的理想对象。。。

accidentally read someone blog. ( purposely??) not importan t.. damnably he is cool boy ><" not wanna comment anything about him because i dunno him! (=.='') but the way he express himself. i can strongly feel that he is insecure? erm..yeap i guess so... well pampered with the strong attitude.. (how strong??) oops.. the words he written feel like a warning to me not to know this guy more. i guess this is the way he protect himself from hurt? ( but what hurt i can do to him?) maybe my sensitiveness. so what the point of today?? let me think... maybe a few sec .. maybe a few min ..maybe...ahaa! i have no points for today ! how come? FINAL is on the way la ... all my mood are preparing for the final... i have canceled all hang outs, movies, yamcha... but i still have my pc with me! Xp sorry i will die without my pc ! ok la..dun wanna waste ur precious time for my lame post today... i dunno what happen on me. something weird feel on me.. erm....something...maybe so

来到了2009年的尾声， 我要为自己做个总结 出去走走了一天 发泄宣泄内心的秘密 我不要把这些事情带到我的2010全新的一年 我要一切都是新的开始 过去的就让他停在那边好了 我已经很满意我有这些回忆 当我回想 我知道 我的2009年不是空白的！ 要离开1字辈了 下个月开始2字头咯 不能再小孩子气了 从来我就是大家眼中的小孩 这次我要重新出发 寻找自己 虽然并不是什么人生的大事 但这是我岁月的故事 允许我的幼稚 因为在未来我无法那么无知了 但愿在我心中还有一颗单纯的心 那么就足够了

我们都在等待 等待 一次机会 好好发挥自己 等待 哪个女孩 出现在下个路口 等待 被欣赏的机会 等待 雨后的太阳 等待时间 带走所有的过去 我们 会后悔 为什么 上一秒 没有问对方的名字 我们 会后悔 为什么 不把自己的想法表达出来 我们 会后悔 做出了那么的决定 我们会 难过 对自己的遭遇 我们会 无助 对于被遗弃的自己 我们会 忧伤 因为我们的距离 只有那么的近 不明白 当初怎么做了这些决定 总是告诉自己 这些事情都是塑造 未来的他 可能心理会有那么一点的后悔 但我还是喜欢现在的 自己 也许我是一匹野马 曾经他这么说过我 对！ 我就是那么执著于自己的自由 自己的快乐 所以我愿意一个人 继续地走下去

what u needed in a love? how long can you wait for someone? when you are ready for a new cute guy/girl? which is the best for you now? before get into a serious relationship, we may think of escape from certain responsibilities. E.g. don't wanna affect studies, don't wanna make a broken heart, don't have confidence to give happiness.. the above mentioned is most of the break up reason. i am jalousie inside people heart get occupied by another. what about me? did i occupied someone's heart until another girl jealous on me? but inside my heart does anyone there? i cant exactly answer the question, because even myself i have no idea with it. i am sorry, i used to using my brain to think, but not heart any about heart i have no comment. yesterday i had a little conversation with an old friend. the feeling is so much familiar to me, he always like a brother giving me advices and suggestion i am no longer the little girl he knew in the old days. am i still the one he know? di

FINALLY, i had celebrated my 19 years old birthday. i was fully accompanied by my dearest friends. thanks for the celebration for whole day long. thanks for everyone's birthday wishes. i am so much treasure on it. i am 19, another whole new turning point in my life , how should i make it more clear??? feel like the life journey is a long long path way to go feel like i am not alone because i found that friends do become important role to me they aint just friends but families. like families being so warm and caring until i doesn't wanna lose them in my life. what gonne be when we are graduate? do we will still tie together like now? caring each, sharing each burden, being a part to each just like what we are doing right now? what is going to be when my life turn to 20++? will i still bothering by love problem? will i still having friends by my side whenever i need them?? recently friends are having different problems. it make things so complicated until i start to think would i

count down into 1 !!! =]w

come to the end of the year, it is not any year end sale or chrsitmas, is all about me ! finally my turn to celebrate my bezday =] everything was in advance. i received my present from darling michelle and alvin on thursday, my lovely family was celebrated on friday at FULL HOUSE! omg, it was damn awesome day even there was a little sadness anyway i was enjoying the warmness from my frenz..muaks. love u guy! we were skipped the class on friday, went to skating at SUNWAY everyone knows it is not the first time i skate, this time i can skate on my own, just like i can stand on my pain and across it. we had a great time there, holding hands skate together, or when either one is going to fall down, we were trying our best to hold strong the hands and body, work together. thanks for replacing me a new pictures in skating =] it is really important to me. after skating, thy were bluffing me to PUCHONG steamboat dinner, because i really like sleep in the car, thus they bought me to DAMANSARA w

hell yeah, finally today i went out with someone alone after a several months i am in single without expanding my social life cycle. i was met him at pavillion GSC before 5pm because our movie [NEW MOON] at 5pm. the movie was kinda boring to me either him, it doesn't as what i expected interesting for the story line...spend my 2 hour time and couldn't concentrate at all.. after movie, just walk around awhile and headed to dinner because i was so much hungry! the date doesn't goes as what so romantic neither interesting, probably both were so much boring and tired. i guess there is no any chemical reaction between me and him. i am the one who cant take the first step or he doesn't my MR.RIGHT? this is what a very good question. anyway i am not rushing to a relationship. i know my own problem, i know i am stopping my move because of several reason. i wont feel lonely at all for my single life, i admit i am drench myself in the busy life, making my time is fully booked, a

before i start my long long delayed post, i wish i could write a long long diaries here =] i should be around weeks din update..probably not..whatever..okay, stop my rubbish and get into the topics.. ***working** date : 27/11 & 28/11 venue : GUESS PAVILLION time : 1pm-10pm & 930am-10pm i was informed to work one week before, it was just around 2 months i leave my work so i am kinda excited to meet back my colleague, because of there was promotion, customer was too much a day until i have no grab my dinner and sleep once i bathed. the next day morning wake up early and start again what a robotic life. haha..actually i was worried my study because i would have test on monday and tuesday, assignment has to pass up on thursday...left the wordiness behind i enjoy my working days. hopefully i could meet them back soon in times =) ** prom nite** venue: TARC SPORT COMPLEX time : 5pm -10 pm date : 29/11 for this prom nite, me and my gals was heading to saloon at LM SNIPS for make up an