hell yeah, finally today i went out with someone alone after a several months i am in single without expanding my social life cycle. i was met him at pavillion GSC before 5pm because our movie [NEW MOON] at 5pm.
the movie was kinda boring to me either him, it doesn't as what i expected interesting for the story line...spend my 2 hour time and couldn't concentrate at all..
after movie, just walk around awhile and headed to dinner because i was so much hungry!
the date doesn't goes as what so romantic neither interesting, probably both were so much boring and tired. i guess there is no any chemical reaction between me and him. i am the one who cant take the first step or he doesn't my MR.RIGHT? this is what a very good question. anyway i am not rushing to a relationship. i know my own problem, i know i am stopping my move because of several reason.
i wont feel lonely at all for my single life, i admit i am drench myself in the busy life, making my time is fully booked, all i do i am not escaping from any reality problem, just i am enjoying my life so far to be date with my own.
i enjoy the moment i am alone walking in the mall
i enjoy the moment i am alone taking train in the crowd
i enjoy the moment i am alone staring to the sky wishing i will be happy for the days
i enjoy the moment i am doing my work in silent where no one talk with me
i enjoy the quietness in my world as i dont have to feel any feeling
i enjoy to be alone with my shadow on the road, the times wont forget me
i have no reason to start a relationship for now. if say feeling in the very true words from heart, is shall say my lonely in my world is the only things i am expecting for now.
i enjoy the moment i am sms with him
i enjoy the moment i am sharing his problem
i enjoy the moment i am missing him
i enjoy the moment where in my heart only could see him
i enjoy the moment i have feeling toward him
but i never know is it just another wrong decision i will make
thus i enjoy the moment i am still his friend.
let things goes on the path way and i am not going to take any move more, because there are lot uncertainties, but no regret i am getting a little closer with him..
the movie was kinda boring to me either him, it doesn't as what i expected interesting for the story line...spend my 2 hour time and couldn't concentrate at all..
after movie, just walk around awhile and headed to dinner because i was so much hungry!
the date doesn't goes as what so romantic neither interesting, probably both were so much boring and tired. i guess there is no any chemical reaction between me and him. i am the one who cant take the first step or he doesn't my MR.RIGHT? this is what a very good question. anyway i am not rushing to a relationship. i know my own problem, i know i am stopping my move because of several reason.
i wont feel lonely at all for my single life, i admit i am drench myself in the busy life, making my time is fully booked, all i do i am not escaping from any reality problem, just i am enjoying my life so far to be date with my own.
i enjoy the moment i am alone walking in the mall
i enjoy the moment i am alone taking train in the crowd
i enjoy the moment i am alone staring to the sky wishing i will be happy for the days
i enjoy the moment i am doing my work in silent where no one talk with me
i enjoy the quietness in my world as i dont have to feel any feeling
i enjoy to be alone with my shadow on the road, the times wont forget me
i have no reason to start a relationship for now. if say feeling in the very true words from heart, is shall say my lonely in my world is the only things i am expecting for now.
i enjoy the moment i am sms with him
i enjoy the moment i am sharing his problem
i enjoy the moment i am missing him
i enjoy the moment where in my heart only could see him
i enjoy the moment i have feeling toward him
but i never know is it just another wrong decision i will make
thus i enjoy the moment i am still his friend.
let things goes on the path way and i am not going to take any move more, because there are lot uncertainties, but no regret i am getting a little closer with him..
he is in my heart silently.
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