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是的 我很久没找人谈心谈肺了。

围绕在自己的生活,我承认我是自私的。我承认我是不服输的。我承认我真的他妈的不爽!那又如何呢?生活不都这样吗?以前我总会说,我不要戴面具做人,因为我做不到。所以每次都掏心掏肺,可是时间的磨练,感激,我学会了戴上面具。感激,我还学不会如何去利用别人。感激,我领教了各位狗熊们的功力。

我不想再这样生活下去了,没有意义,浪费时间浪费我的精神。知道么,我不是小丑,我不是谁的影子,我不是谁的候补。睁大你那小眼睛,给我看清我是谁。说真的,你的性格如何,你态度,我真的不想鸟你。

我会选择飞往自己的国度,过自己要的生活。你想怎样,你要去哪,你要干嘛,我不会再怕事的一一参与了,我宁可注重自己也不愿去理会他人的想法。

同样的,我还是觉得你们最好!  给予我无限的爱无限的支持。即使毕业后我们都在自己的梦想努力中,但是,我们还是最支持大家的。真正的朋友是没有利益之分,贵贱之分。感激在中学时期,我遇上了你们。

我曾经是如此的执着自己的梦想,那么的希望能成功的自己,那被搁置的梦想,我会重新担起来,继续飞了。

我还是我,从没改变的我,改变的是那颗看懂人间冷暖的心。

我会飞,飞往自己的国度,在那片属于自己的高空,依然坚强的飞翔!

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