lazyness

recently
always opening the blog
and just wondering what should i going to write??
it seems lot things to happen
but i lost my writing ability to write anymore?

remember that time,
i was always writing some stories
but when i get into my first love
i stop writing
just with 1 reason
i know how the love feel
and yet i end up with never imagine bout love

today again, my feelings my thinking
all start coming into the rest status~
maybe in 1 day i will totally
off my phone
off my msn
just wanna leave me alone~

yday i was argued with my mum
lot unhappy i was expressed through my tears
i use to blame that dunno since when i lost the ability to cry
not i don wan to cry
but my tears are holding never drop out
i was feeling hard with that

luckily with the argue
i cry badly for hours~~~
and today when think back bout last nite
actually i am fine with her decision~
even could say that i don mind~

perhaps i did lost the energy to argue anymore~~~

suddenly feelin that all my smiley face are so fade!
i am unhappy since we are break~~
what do i want actually??
i started become some1 who are no feeling
just like he say~
my heart is make of stone~~~