simple

i have been learning my pipa around 3 years...
whatever i learned will never hold up to a year..
and yet come to music,i have maintain it for 3 years long..(plz give a clap..)
from begining just wanna have fun,till now it become something i wan to be professional with
i have think of give up study,and really learn it properly
just...i never wish my loves would turn to a stress perhaps in one day..
i know i had missed 2 class,plus the song is hard for me catch up de level of them having now..
in another words,i always because work,miss up lot classes during my sec skol times
now..beside being the vice precident of the orchestra,but oso the one of the pipa player out of 4
it becomes much more easy to look at my own weakness...really sad and feeling hard..
why i am so stupid??why couldnt i be smart bit in order to catch up?
seems like things never come easy to me...


today is another rainy day,
walking side by side with those strangers in the rain
i feel that the world is something being insecure for me
we are having our own way
walking thinking...
smiling face hidden behind the face..
we couldnt go back and yet we couldnt change
wanted to make u smile
wanted u remember me
wanted u caring me
i am wanted too much am i?
even it is raining
but when i look up to the sky..
the sky isnt as dark as the ink
there is some little blue there too
perhaps it is a nice day even with the rain...
and yet i will try to hold my steps...