hold on

finally come to the second last day in GUESS..what i missing would be the days with the joy and smiling of all..ppl 18 years old in joy and study,but i m in study and work..gaining experience and also money as well..but i never wonder that now i am in 18 years old.an age almost near to the adult world,step closer to this colourful world..i always remember that i use to imagine i am in 18 years old,ad yet i am in this age but i feeling nothing much change in me perhaps there is some thinking or actions i got to changing..

in case,i am in love too.i start to think seriously in my love,about my love.what happen??he wanted a silent between us..a love little caring and understanding...i m confusing with that..why no sweet talks to me,or a little caring on me..what i wan more?i dunno and don ask me..perhaps i am still on my way chasing my dream yet nvr will disturb by this love stuff..as he wan..i m juz trying putting a little of all to him..am i right??i start not going sms him already...starting become a habits no matter what i am not finding him as well..and as a result ,i feel he is just could be ignore(???sure??)as well..
too lot changing since i start to work in the public..perhaps i use to be hold my steps.relax and continue with it.