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good job my fren!

yesterday is a quite big days to my dearest frenz... thy were having their event.. juz bcoz of them i had to manage my time table...zzZZZZ early the morning 630 i woke up get prepared thn 730 like tat meet peggy to tarc... around 8...we arrived there!cham..so early tweety had to took his family to work couldnt be arrived on time thn i sms alvin asked him be arrived early.. in btw 8-830,i met my sec skol fren,we chat a while alvin arrived we had our breakfast in canteen 2..till almost 945.. he leave to his eng class which start at 930 at PA block..walao..very far from canteen 2.. thn i alone in canteen do my FOA tutorial...almost 1030,i finished it.. tweety arrived and we go together to the DK D attending ACCOUTING'S FOA LECT i met puini there!haha..act i adi ajak her de..hahaha.... the hall reli quiet!!!and the lecturer..i do understand waht she teach!haha the class end at 1pm...tweety took me to TBR having the lunch and almost 2pm we back to coll i am having my squash... wau..real...

in my heart

很紧张 明天我们就见面了。。。 算算指头 我们已有一年多了吧? 我也忘了。。可能还少过一年呢 心中对你的思念 然而在我心中你的位置 仿佛并没有失去过 这是友情吗? 怎么了? 很想知道在你心中 我是否还是当年你那位的好好朋友呢? 我不明白为什么 朋友还要分好跟普通呢? 每年都很倒霉 都没试过一次好好的庆祝我的生日 每一年的期待却换来我的失望。。。 最后一次 应该是你去年的生日吧? 那是最后一次。。。 而我的生日 还没到 你们就不在国内了 今年。。。 我并没有跟你们庆祝生日了 因为我知道我们有了自己的生活方式 简单的祝福 那是我唯一给到的。。 那天不小心告诉她们我要怎样的生日 其实。。。。 我并没有想什么 只想圆一个梦 所有的朋友。。所谓的哥哥弟弟。。所有曾经爱过的人。。 就像出席葬礼 那么的人齐阿。。哈哈。。 也许朋友 有些永远只能在心里给她一丝的祝福 一丝的祈祷 那么就足够了。。。

i am in down-ing

this few day very hot my mood turn down juz like the weather is it very weird rite?? sunny day shouldnt be happy and joyful?? i dunno when come to the sunny day my head and mood full with lot picture jus like the gal and boy in the comic..the movie after the sunny day...thy break up and walk into own road it is cheerful with joys and smile on that but after that the story end...i still in my seat crying for the ending i am sorry..i am in moody no mood to talk anythings let u smile no mood to plan anythg jus wanna a huge hug from u a smile bring me back to this should be joyful de sunny day

妈妈

this 2 days i enjoyed my time with my mum it is pretty nice moment for me and her finally v could spend time to talk more than 1 hour since,i grow up mum keep working and finding job to support my everythg she gives all what i want people use to call me ultraman(超人) but my mum should granted with this name! she do know a lots she is a great mum... so far she is in my heart! i dunno since when i start to talk all my problem to her whenever i feeling i need somebody she is always there for me hanging out with frenz studies pressure frenz social problem she always the one stand on my side helping me to reduce my problem i love her much even i always nagging her (coz she always forget this and that) the most important things is... we do share on relationship problem... whenever i have a new bf i wouldnt bring home let her see la coz i want the best to her just tell him what happen on us and she use to analysis to me what should i do next.. today... i used her money again... honestly speaki...

Tag TAg TAG

Tagged # 1 by sook hui RULE #1People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. RULE #2Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people. 1. What day, date and time is it? sunday,26 october 2008 17.24 2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be? sure be a strong women who success in the career la..haha 3. Have you ever thought of committing suicide? Tried before? How? yea,once a time.when think of my best fren would cry..i give up 4. What would you do if you won the Miss Universe? finally ppl admit i am pretty!haha.. encourage ppl to be more self confidence!(i don have confidence de) 5. Will you fall in love with your best friend? best fren???wont ba..frenship is forever de rite!haha... 6. Whic...

result day or hell day??

finally result came out d we all wait till the neck oso long liao but is it another hell for us?? since the morning i woke up i really not feeling sittin in fron of the computer really takut la! thn juz lying there...waiting the time pass...wuliao! thn..my phone start to rang..... is my frenz...... asking bout the result liao cham cham cham too bad.. watever it is really nit to face it ok lo move from the bed..open the computer... shit lo! cant access leh! sure lot ppl oso in front of the compuetr lo.... asked fatt help me lo....yea... my result not reli bad.. when i was so happy .... my frenzzzzz i couldnt happy liao all sad sad sad de make me so worry leh! haiz.... ok la... frenz..i will help u as much as possible to pass de juz be happy lo! GAMBATE AND GAMBATE TO ALL MY FRENZ!

don ask me

since when ? i start not talking with u? sms u??msn u??talk to u?? i already dunno isnt that relationship should be on 2 ppl de ?? but why? u seems like not really.. it isnt mean i want to deny u but i am sorry before we start the relationship i had told u clearly i am someone who easy lost the safety feel but seems like it is not as what i wishing so far i dunno i should continue or having a whole new life? u know it and i know it i am losing confidence in love u brg me hope and life yet this time i am totally losing all the hopeness and oso the confidence frenz told me love is everythg of the feeling i am sorry i cant accept the bitter taste! how nice it would be if only the sweet you always tell me shower me with your love but i couldnt feel it.. i use to ask myself a question love the guy or the promise he make i dunno coz wihthout the promises.. i feel there is losing something loving the guy but does the guy really worth for me to trust 100%? if love could be count with the maths...

happy and enjoyable daY

yday was another pretty happy day! haha... coz after the class there is 3 hours break! me,tweety and jc is going to have our time... at first...v 3 go jc house there lo... sent him back after the volleyball practice thn tweety send me to bank....while waiting for jc after all done...yeah..v go jusco lo! walking around... u know de la..gal sure wan here and there but din buy...haha we decided to go to the OLD TOWN! haha...laughing chatting playing... haha..reli lot funny... when come to reli wu liao start to take pic.... but he din realize at all! finally... he don wan look at the camera taking pic or thinking??? he wanna pay for the lunch..xp ************************************************************ after that i know peggy is at jusco as well so...go find her lo me,peggy,kahyan,julie and oso tweety,jc go to the supermarket buy some snacks.. haha.... thn around 130 like tat la....thy went back meet the rest.. while me and tweety them continue shopping looking for my squash racquet ==...

he is back

i tot i can i tot i am ok i tot i am nice with all and yet NO!!! a big no to myself u aint ok u aint nice enough u could consider as nothing!! wat...urgh i am fall from heaven to the hell maybe worst than that he is back i know i couldnt fight with him as well he is more stronger than me there is only one things i could do stand till the last second never blame but i could feel the tired from my inner telling me please dont u will get die..badly worst than what u think! this time i could feel strongly with his appearance he is invisible but he did present!!! this is the point! i never know when it will really come out and being a disaster to me to my peaceful joyable life so far... i beg u MR.STRESS please stay away from me i am tired to c u ya~~~~

my sec college life day

atually i am quite nervous attend the eng class bcoz i ponteng her previous 2 class(T.T) thn she is a quite funny tutor.. hopefully she wont mix well with the class thn start become a TIGER to me haha after the class waited outside a while coz thinkin to inform that last week no go..how?? but she wasnt deal with me either yong or me.. cham le..hopefully wont barred us from final thn we dunno go where since the next lecture is after 3 hours.. so.. at first lim need go to admin block de car park there sure must 55 drive away his car from there la if let ppl know need pay rm5..even is small small amount but also not like this benefit others wat haha so we took his car to TBR had our lunch.. haha..lazy ya v guyz din walk..coz oli opposite the campus.. sittin there chit chat there as usual yong the one keep talkin haha... after that... we went back lu because we want use tissue but all left the beg inside the car haha thy said wan go the R block upper part there is nice but too bad all havi...

the first day..

aha!finally i get back to college le continue my life as a student not anymore workaholic ha ha...em.. firstly almost nothing big change from everyone.. that is my opinion la or maybe before that lim had described to me how the changes of all so i already set my mind well with all information.. having my fist lecture..>>ME! damn sienz and boring but because i miss out the previous beside study myself also concentrate to the lecture hopefully i got to understand!yeah...hehe after the lecture as usual nothing much go canteen 1 eat lo..very hungry leh and chat lot with bb( like never chat before) haha,untill time come to 12pm byebye,nit attend the tutorial.. cham when i get in there almost full le ppl eh...did our class so many ppl ma? this is my question.. after that i just sit behind lo,thinkin sit in front but suddenly there is people take action faster than me is ok,sit at the back..thinkin sit with lai not.. erm.. lazy la..just sit where i stand la.. sitting beside a indian gir...

i love you

i will always love you.... remember the first day we met?it is the early morning for orientation..i am eating in the canteen. u and ur fren come to us,because you are classmate to taihoong(my best friend)...but i din c u clearly,coz none of my business...we did introduced to each after all..but i really have no any idea on u..the msot dialog with u..maybe is hai.and bye..haha.. the first sms i send to u is asking bout the textbook,since with that,we start have conection .. u start to tell me you have chemical reaction on me ,i started thought you are just fooling me..coz i felt that you are quite handsom e ( i have once imagine how would your gf be) she must be someone very smart and look very soft have a long hair,as tall as you and slim...haha..but the gal i imagine with me is totally different!i really no idea what you love to me? finally you told me...you say in the very first class..you fll in love to me..haha..erm..that time i really suprise..coz i rmb well that time i was just c...

3nd

finally come to the end of working for19 days continuously ...i start feeling the tired in my whole body..thy just like could sense that the body gonna run down so thy oso lazy bit by bit liao... eventually..last nite i din sleep well.. coz i am very unhappy but no one know...BB go sleep Le..this make me think of when i unhappy there is someone will couldn't sleep well..how good it would be if bb oso like tat but he isn't..he is more rational than me... i wish i could in his shoes..then i wont be like this..haiz... gonna start study le..hoping everything will be fine and smooth la my 7 days in CONOCOPHILIPS really fun and enjoy because there 90% is mat salleh..and very leng cai tim!!!haha...i like mr.derek brown..he is a funny people..everytime he greet wit me sure call me sweety..haha.. mr.jon he is the first mat salleh i know there..he is very small in size but he is taking a president position in the down stream..well his partner is mr.mark ...he is a guy who always looks l...

simple

i have been learning my pipa around 3 years... whatever i learned will never hold up to a year.. and yet come to music,i have maintain it for 3 years long..(plz give a clap..) from begining just wanna have fun,till now it become something i wan to be professional with i have think of give up study,and really learn it properly just...i never wish my loves would turn to a stress perhaps in one day.. i know i had missed 2 class,plus the song is hard for me catch up de level of them having now.. in another words,i always because work,miss up lot classes during my sec skol times now..beside being the vice precident of the orchestra,but oso the one of the pipa player out of 4 it becomes much more easy to look at my own weakness...really sad and feeling hard.. why i am so stupid??why couldnt i be smart bit in order to catch up? seems like things never come easy to me... today is another rainy day, walking side by side with those strangers in the rain i feel that the world is something being i...

something bout love

hand in han d .. we are going on the w ay it seems that i never talk ing writing bou t my love~~ b ecause i ha ve think that that is no need to put on the table... by the way today i have ch ange my little way back .. not a love letter to him or a letter to 'him' but just simply wan to release myself something about him he is someone i do really com plain lot since with him around 4 months~~~0612 there was lot times i wanna give up this relationship due to that i couldn 't tolerate with him anymor e.. is my pro or his pro? pe rhaps is both... thinking from the positive side, what i learn from him is being patience being tolerate using the brain to think controlling emotions wisely use $$ loving with full of my heart start would missing starting would be slow down all changing to softer lastly is LOVE due to the past relationship,i know that love isnt one ppl things..but bout 2 ppl when come to a situation one-on-one being a love to someone... from starting the relation...

untitle

everyone start their new life over again and yet i am still working..sigh== i dunno why,just feeling that i not really wanted to study le since i get into work i learn lot that i never learn from the BOOK! I LEARNED HOW TO COMMUNICATE WITH PEOPLE I MEAN THOSE REALLY FUCK DE PPL I LEARN HOW TO OVERCOME UNUSUAL THINGS MOSTLY TO THE BAD LUCK I LEARN THAT THE WORLD ISNT AS EASY AS WHAT WE THINK I LEARN THAT I USE TO BE SO DAMN FOOLISH CHILDISH YET I AM GOING TO CHANGE FROM THAT I LEARN THAT NEVER BEING SO TRUE TO PEOPLE MOSTLY THOSE U THOUGH HE/SHE WAS GOOD I LEARN THAT WE ALL ARE SAME WHY DO WE NEED TO AFRAID OF SOMEBODY?? I LEARN THAT WE NEED TO BE SOCIABLE WHO KNOWS ONE DAY WE NEED PEOPLE HELP... I LEARN THAT WE NEED BE KNOWING LOT...NO MATTER WHAT JUST IN CASE ONE DAY U WILL NOT BULLY BY PEOPLE THE MOST IMPORTANT IS ... I HAVE LEARN THE PEOPLE AROUND ME I KNOW WHO IS MY FRIENDS AND ''FRIENDS'' JUST PLEASE FUCK OF WHEN U THINK I AM EASY FOR YOU TO BULLY OR I AM NOTHING T...

r3view of TGI FRIDAY~~~

the story start with this....3 o f us..shoul d be meet at the PAVILLION GUESS level 2 at 630pm...by the way thy oli appear when it is 715pm!act is ok,c oz i know ms yee is a caterpillar ma...so forgive it ba..haha...we had planned that we should go T GI eat at t he very begining..suddenly hui told me that actually she never been there onc e!!!! fuck lo.. is ok..i am thinkin g going somewhere i would be familiar with,but not feeling wanna eat that..okok..TGI lo,seeing is new t hings..t ry try lo.. this is us....haha.. thn we go into the TGI,ask seat at non smok ing area.actually i not really like our seat,but due to the smoke pro,i think we could get our dinner w ell in a healthy environment..haha..before we enter,we saw the board writing HAPPY HOUR rm 10+ the alcohol drinks...so, we did order 1..but considerate of that someone wont be drunk,so oli me ordered the heineken,coz heineken is taste better compare to tiger,ha ha..we order 1 sprite as well so someone can drink it nicely.....

crazy day

today really come to my very last day in GUESS..besides feeling happy i am sad too..leaving colleague there .. u know what?i am really learn lot skills there,by serving,talking and become more talkative!haha...after the work,i have date with my best friendS!!....haha..v go TGI FRIDAY eat..haha..do u know how much it is??erm is rm150++..is i paid it!REALLY??yea!i paid it..as i promise to them...haha..it was a very first time..v order heineiken as well..by the way sook yee look like bit drunk adi@@..sigh..haha..suddenly singing,laughing..talking very soflty...by the way not really know wat she yelling at!haha...a days,with lot of loaughing no matter in the job or with friend..i enjoy it.. in our life..we meet lot ppl,but who would be the one who never leave us or perhaps accompany us walking a long long distance...maybe we are busy with our own life as well..but i learn lot from them..everyone cames from their own story into our world.either v accept it or v jus leave it as well..but i w...

hold on

finally come to the second last day in GUESS..what i missing would be the days with the joy and smiling of all..ppl 18 years old in joy and study,but i m in study and work..gaining experience and also money as well..but i never wonder that now i am in 18 years old.an age almost near to the adult world,step closer to this colourful world..i always remember that i use to imagine i am in 18 years old,ad yet i am in this age but i feeling nothing much change in me perhaps there is some thinking or actions i got to changing.. in case,i am in love too.i start to think seriously in my love,about my love.what happen??he wanted a silent between us..a love little caring and understanding...i m confusing with that..why no sweet talks to me,or a little caring on me..what i wan more?i dunno and don ask me..perhaps i am still on my way chasing my dream yet nvr will disturb by this love stuff..as he wan..i m juz trying putting a little of all to him..am i right??i start not going sms him already...st...

so long we go

it was a pretty hard day for me yday..seeing the whole sem break i was working at there finally come to almost the end le..by the way,my 2 frenz...leave early thn me.yday could say that is my last day meet them in GUESS..i feel sad for it.that y one day b4,i plan to have a little farewell for us...yday morning 1130 we met at pizza hut at pavillion,having our very first long chit chat and meals...until 1 pm we start our work..but we all seems very tired and sienz..hardly come to break,we slept in the rest room or playing with the phones,coz the pizza meals fulled us..haha...almost nite,very less customer,we together chat bit..but SHE cames..sigh..got to work again...(damn geram de)...when come to 10pm,is time to say goodbye.we kept ook picturezzz..haha..this time,i din follow either jin's or mun's car..coz is time let us back to the original point.actually i am not that so sad la..juz my mood is down.haiz...lot memories having in this sem break..maybe one day we will not meet an...