don ask me

since when ?
i start not talking with u?
sms u??msn u??talk to u??
i already dunno
isnt that relationship should be on 2 ppl de ??
but why?
u seems like not really..
it isnt mean i want to deny u
but i am sorry
before we start the relationship
i had told u clearly
i am someone who easy lost the safety feel
but seems like it is not as what i wishing so far

i dunno i should continue
or
having a whole new life?
u know it and i know it
i am losing confidence in love
u brg me hope and life
yet
this time
i am totally
losing all the hopeness
and oso the confidence

frenz told me
love is everythg of the feeling
i am sorry
i cant accept the bitter taste!
how nice it would be
if only the sweet
you always tell me shower me with your love
but
i couldnt feel it..
i use to ask myself a question
love the guy or the promise he make
i dunno
coz wihthout the promises..
i feel there is losing something
loving the guy
but does the guy really worth for me to trust 100%?
if love could be count with the maths i learned
i guess i could get the answer
but too bad not!

crying,tears,shoulder...
all one day will be gone...hopefully we can be happy
no matter what the end it is ...