Had abandoned here again after so active once in dayre, twitter, instagram, facebook but never be here anymore.
Visited here due to my bestie told me my last update was about 6months ago.. WTF.. i had so many memories have not pen down and i just move on with my life. I have no idea what to write, but today is a day worth to put all my thoughts into words.
Relationship :
Currently, practicing long distance relationship. Oh yeah, every month he will come back from China until he get his working visa and contract signed with the China co. Pain and heavy heart needed to be train stronger before truly facing the long term.
This month, his 2nd time leaving to china after about 1 week time return for the second entrance into China. We had good time for spending each days together either with friends or families. Busy travel within KL & Sabak, it was so tired and fatigue due to the long travel hour, but he must be totally exhausted than me as he suffer long flight and transit some more.
The goodbye saying is just so hard as i keep burst into tears.But this time, i manage to control myself in the emotion, just like small kids crying for the daddy to stay at home and the adult will say, no money no toys, so earn money to buy toys. whose know after so many years, this logic still applicable but this time is for a house, a future . Next year after Chinese New Year i shall start look for flight ticket to China & apply visa too! I am going to fly to China, look for my lover. hahahXD sound so adventurous to me!
Went back to his hometown and his parent asked me whether to go china with him. Uncle even say he willing come down to KL 提亲if my parent 不放心i go china. He also asked us when are we planning to get married, since james is earning more than whatever he earn in M'sia, we shall look for property and start planning. Anyway, james told uncle we arent going to get married in this 2 years time.
So in this 2 years time, i wont be changing my status to Married! mm...
I am glad that after the Taiwan trip, our relationship getting better and closer.
Career:
Same as usual.. not even dare to think of promotion, but how long should i stay in this company? Career growth?? Shall stay for 1 more year and see how then. This is the initial plan. if co. restructure, everythg back on the normal track (i mean something is logic and appropriate in the HR operation), is worth to stay.
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