Sorry for neglected this blog for around 1 month.
Thou i know there isn't much follower following my post, yet i still like to express my thought, reveal my feeling like no body else.
So what you been up to lately??
Okay, i always flaash back my old memories, trying hard to figure out and understanding what i am gonna to be and at the same time who am i ? I can no longer affected by own feeling, convincing myself never judge a book over its cover;meeting people is my daily task, from there i learned how to deal and handle with people. Not to say professionally yet at least when i meet with my candidate, they found me steady and reliable.
Ever since i changed my hair style like how should i look like during my college time, i am no longer student look with the freshie feeling. Yet something that my appearance or the aroma that out from my body language is different. I am turning to be an adult. I know, just like how i protect myself and understand those ridiculous,dosn't make sense act by others or even i can say, my smiley face not only because i am happy, but i refuse to think further how worst the situation / people can be.
I speak loudr than beforer, i express my thought when there is a need, i keep quiet and observe when things doesn't flow to me. I think of my future, my burden and responsibility. I cant wait to execute those plan in my mind however i refuse to growth as i cant be always stay in the comfort zone under my parent's wing.
I admit i do force myself too much to be perfect, i care a lot on how much people look at me. After work for around half year,i changed my mind. I go with the flow, be capable to accept any changes that have affect my plan and follow with the alternative.
After those challenges come across, i know the best damn thing i am looking---is all about happiness!
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