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爱的注解

还记得刚回国的时候,我因为时差问题总是失眠。忍不住的在电话银幕按上了拨打给他。电话里头的他,带着睡意的声音听我说话到我渐渐入眠。这是他每晚熟睡后被我吵醒。

我不知道我哪里好吸引了他,对着外人,家人替我说尽好话,做好形象,一直用他爱我的方式影响我改变我。他说我变了,变得比以前好。我不知道是否真的变好,因为我真的希望他能开心,自在。

是的很多时候自己的不顾仪态他没说什么,成为了我的镜子,告诉我不足的地方。也许因为这样的相处没有分谁比较怕谁或者谁该听谁,我们变得很坦然地交出真实的爱情。

我问他什么是爱情,他说好无条件包容一个人的全部就是爱,我说在你身边我能放任自己在舒适的国度,那就是爱。


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