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倒数最后3天

终于有那么一点的力气来这里写些东西了。
对不起,太忙碌了, 生活的忙碌,生活上的变化,生活上的一切,我剩下的是疲惫,还有安静吧

一整天,难得的休息,我竟然只想一直躲在被窝里,眼睛对着天花板发呆。脑袋放空,什么都不想,学业,友情,爱情,亲情,未来。。。一切好遥远,像是泡沫般的。曾几何时,我睁开眼睛,脑海里想的是,今天又要上课哦。。 如今,却是那一堆属于未来的筹谋。20岁,剩下3天,就是21 了,证明我在这个世界上活了21年,还有,记载了我21年发生的事情。

但是我的小脑袋,好像装的不是21年的完整记录。是一些零碎的片段,如果我现在死了,说不定这些小小的片段能给我一丝的怀念。我除了,有着与我留着同样血缘的亲人,还有陪我哭泣陪我笑的朋友,当然已经在我心里住了一段蛮长时间的16好爱人。。算是为我自己过去20年画上了完美的句号吧?

是不是成熟的迹象呢?好像很多事情,我慢慢的放下了执著,但是对于某些事情,我还是会执着自己的感受,自己的想法。 但是在当中,我最希望是平衡拿捏的准。 哦,我想这个当我踏入社会,称的两头不再是平行线了。

我愿我能保留现在一丝的天真,一点做人的宽容。


爱你的
20岁


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