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她不是传说

心情很像外面的天空,是乌云密布。
阳光洒不进来,我也走不出去
想说我应该成熟,理智去面对
哭泣的原因,应该是不舍得
没有一句半言的离开,好像没有交代似的
反复进出医院的消息像是习以为常的,然后再次接到电话,不再是进出院的消息,反而是离开。
不必挤出时间去探望,不必追问境况如何,终点像是早已设定好在殡仪馆

她成为了回忆,一个传说似的,貌似有这么一个人存在过
突然间,一切的恩怨也因为这样终止了。告一段落了。


不再吃到她买的蛋挞,我没来得及问是哪家的蛋挞
不再吃到她煮的食物,我还没来得及请教
不再得到她买的小礼物,我还来不及送她任何的物品

我来不及服侍她,带她去玩,她等不及。

如果你问我,她走的安详吗?她最后的面容是如何。
我答不上。因为,我没去看,没有勇气向前看。
这次她是睡着了,永远的沉睡

而我们的路还在继续进行中

愿,一路好走。
感激今世的教诲。
安息吧。

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