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alright~ yesterday i officially graduate as diploma business admin holder. however, today i am proudly going to fail my test..what a contrast..sigh..

18-07-10
it is a big big day for few course diploma..officially be the diploma grduant.
the hall is so crowd and people wearing the gowns running around. 
busy-ing register to the crew and keep tidy-ing around wishing the best appearance of this big day.
we all are queuing up according to the number given and lead into the hall have our seat.
the video showing of our seniors' graduate ceremony do really make me feel touching because i am part of them too.flash back the times in diploma compare with now, those sadness now is filled up with a smile and say [ hey i am still alright now!] the arriving of all those YANG BESAR.. the ceremony started without piece of speech. efficient rite! hee.. however, there was speech deliver by the Dato' Ong ka ting and continued with the ceremony...untill 11am like that, is my turn.. is soooooo nervous but those crews were more nervous! there are lot of them keep checking on our appearance.. haha...is ok. i don mind be the princess get their concern all the while b4 i get to the stage. 

the ceremony end with the singing of NEGARAKU. yeah...soo a long time i have not sing this song. it is extremely crowded outside the hall and i couldn't found my parent..like a lost child wearing the big  big gown passing through all the guests looking my parent. however i did stop by took picture with friends. =)
Finally found my friends and parent, photo session ! with my parent, with friends. and what surprise me most was her attendance! she was there! yeah..she was!!! i cant believe it and i even doubting my eyes. my emotion does up to the peak and i was cried..thanks babe.. thanks my DICA  for not forgetting me..(T.T)
thanks for the cards and the chocolates. i love the cards.. is so cute babe!

i started my photo session with my cute classmate..under the hot suns but the laughing and joys in the air is like so much fun. never left up the throwing our mortar board. and thanks for your coming with the flowers and the STICH =) it was my dream to receive the stich.. hee.. 

then we headed to wangsa walk had our lunch, due to the majority member haven reached yet, therefore we have to make order because we took the largest table which fit with us. however, times flies and around 3pm they haven arrived yet, me and you had to take the movie ticket first. alright.. the movie [street dance] is so much cool and the dancers do dance extremely nice la wei... unfortunately the cinema was too cold.. we all were freeze. you are worst than me. body keep shaking..XP

we had dinner at her house..steamboat again, this time we managed to finish all the foods. again laughing and laughing but this time is like a little not so noisy then before.. due to the next day, we have our class, works. therefore we leave early around 10pm. 

19-07-10
it is so much tired to wake up early when you have continuous 2 days outing till night only get to your bed. But things have to do is that 10-1130 am english class where is individuals presentation, used the times to do my tutorials and keep myself in sleeping mode. 1130am went to college hall collect those graduation pictures and had to queuing..=( rush to club house for a simple lunch and around 1235pm arrive the DKB which it is far end from club house. it was law lecture which conduct from 1230pm to 230pm. however there is a little announcement from mr.wee our program supervisor, therefore the lecture dismiss at 2pm and continue with the nagging from mr.wee about our exam rules and regulations, our attendance and the evaluation form! yeap..this is so much crucial because is time to give our valuable feedback to the lecturer or the tutor. but due to the wicked behavior of certain tutor. i do really left nothing to comment more because is too much to complain until i dunno where should i start from! * SPEECHLESS*
alright, at 3pm. is the time to hell my dear..=( i got nothing to write for my test! should i blame on the lecturer who just keep sharing her standard life somewhere in the corner of UK then providing more relevant knowledge regarding to the topic? Maybe tutors always stressed that no more spoon feed culture, however is there a need to share your own life? your doggy? your brother mother sister??? alright, before i blame on the lecturer, i shall blamed myself for not giving full attention in the class while they start to 'blewing water' i shall blame myself for not doing own study before the class or the exam but what is the point i attend the class if i can study myself ?? *wondering* argh.....i don wanna fail any paper, but where should i start from? haikz.....

Comments

lifanslife said…
i choose d card i choose d card!!!!!!!!!!!XD
Stephy. said…
ya la ya la.. u are the best la.. haha...cute la wei the card.. ❤
lifanslife said…
of course lor..
d card gt bear bear d neh =D

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