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yeepie finally i can online back..
i hate being the only child when problems come i gonna fix it myself.
From the earliest format the pc, as times goes by is like the others components of the pc..
and now i get to learn new skills for the pc! (mayb i should study computer instead of business)

alright back to my topic.. for those days without my pc, i do really wanna blog
there is something in my heart but well..
i was expressed all to him yesterday
thanks for the comfort and support.

the best thing i could have...i wanna be your girlfriend [ you belongs to me ]
i started to feel annoying when every1 thought you are the only 1 in my world.
you are right, it is going to be wont be something last long and is all about me you and you is our! my own future nothing to do with you
so i guess i could be the one i can. 
yeah..my energy is back and i always have you holding me leading me right!?

received a bad news bout a fren's father passed away days b4...
this year i do heard lot and never attend the funeral..
i do scare to face the situation. i cant accept even it aint happen on me
but i will think what if it is happened on me!?
he give me a hug when i received the call..but my heart still not in peace either way

story of 2 end up of 3 or 4
the smiling faces begin with the happy and ever after
end up with the angry and disappointed
she gave all the love and hearts to you
how can you betray it?
love isn't it funny? ( you know which quote i mean)

she is so much hungry after finish her things
he received her call and immediately pick her ASAP
it is raining like cat and dog
he bought her the favorite hot soup 
pour the soup into a big bowl and clean up the table 
let her have a comfortable place to grab the hot soup
he is much adorable when he take care her like the only one princess of the world.


every day there is different story in different people,
i am glad that you are sharing those stories with me.
everythings happened for a reason.

you the reason i am smiling in the darkness.

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