i am who i am ❤

sooo fast it has been 1 months i am in my advanced life.

i know i had ignored people's sms, call, msn or even messages in facebook.

i am here to say [i am sorry] 

the busy life make me cant take a deep breath.

everyday wake up i will tel myself what to do for the day

i wanna singk i wanna movie i wanna have a date 

i like to sleep i like to surf the net for the whole day whereby i can really end up nothing. 

but as times goes by and overloaded preparations for those [problem] tutors and lecturers

i couldn't enjoy my lovely sleep more..

i need do my revisions. i need prepare my answers..

i need more strength to keep me stronger

i may not as busy as you

i may not that useless sitting aside doing nothing.

i may not having any big dreams like you

i may not good in my time management

i may not the best in anything.

however, i wanna put down the comparison mode between myself and others

is time for doing everything  something for myself.

i don't need any judgment or comparison on how good i am nor how worst i am 

i am just wanna be the simple me 

i know that [ none of us in alone ]

but i wanna work for myself alone 

everyone no one can beat down anyone

because always there is forever

people keep changing and improving

everyone will be replaced one day

it depends on you timing

before i know i aint will forget by the world,

i am ready to take myself to the journey of future

all i do, i do it for myself

no winner nor loser in the game 

is how much u gain from the game.

hold your breath and not be frightened

everything will be alright. 

i may not the best but i am who i am!

may not update here much, 

but will share my stories when i am free.

thanks for viewing, nights.