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小孩子

已经是凌晨了， 我还在电脑面前努力为明天law的课准备我的功课
我不想在被碎碎念了。。
怎么了，我开始感到压力
以前不管多那么难熬的我也熬过了
从来读书对我来说就是
给我一本书， 让我明白了
那就可以了
可是现在， 不同了
我找不到书也看不到我的去向

相比之下 是我读书的方法错了吗？
不管多么没有信心我也会抱着积极的态度
可是现在，我好像被打垮了
彷佛现在的每一步
就是未来的决定

我怀念小时候的生活
读书是多么自在的事情
不为分数比高低
不为准备考试而压力
还记得 小时候的脑袋是装满快乐与自由
活泼好玩 爬树打球骑脚车
跳格子，呼啦圈
跑得满身大汗 跌倒了就大哭
再爬起来 继续嬉戏

慢慢长大了 我心里的小孩子还在
只是最近的 课业与压力
小孩子慢慢被打沉得失去了活力
我还是喜欢天空 我还是喜欢小鸟的声音
我依然像抓着风的尾巴带我飞翔
我依然幻想着有一天我会看到精灵


只是  那已经是我遥远的梦了

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