allo world there. my mood not in good condition. probably due to the assignment and revision i needed to done ASAP...
yday i was had a chat with 1 of my friend. she told me she having some problem with her old frenz. erm. couldn't deny that it may happen to everyone outthere. probably for those it was use to be very close and end up for now it like [too much to tell but dunno begin from where at the end, no need to tell ><"] my fren say the destiny of fren is like couple, one day will break. anyway i disagree with her. because, couple when break up usually is being stranger which u probably do not willing to remember from time to time. but friend is diff i believe. at least u will remember that he/she did accompany in the pathway just for a short period but it does a valuable memory. she remind me my old frenz which i seldom to contact. mayb i am in this way, i don really will reply msg unless it is urgent. i am kinda passive people so probably wont sms or give a call unless i do need her/him. i know my attitude kinda rude but...maybe i am not those kind will show my cares and loves to friends. or maybe i will think that it is because each has own life and busy with own studies,works. it is better for not interrupt T.T. or maybe in other words. i will share my problem to who close to me oftenly it is because they knew everything better than others. second my problem..what i realize yesterday and only for the moment. i am kinda useless. what am i useless on? okay i know i din let go but what am i holding in my hand? that is because i watched 3 movie with the same scene, break up btw couple. my emotions aint drag me back to those memories but those feeling. the sadness the painful. i seak my advice only from him. he did comfort me but ...maybe really busy of each other. i cant feel any secure from him...
i need a tight hug and say to me [ no worries. everything will be fine]
yday i was had a chat with 1 of my friend. she told me she having some problem with her old frenz. erm. couldn't deny that it may happen to everyone outthere. probably for those it was use to be very close and end up for now it like [too much to tell but dunno begin from where at the end, no need to tell ><"] my fren say the destiny of fren is like couple, one day will break. anyway i disagree with her. because, couple when break up usually is being stranger which u probably do not willing to remember from time to time. but friend is diff i believe. at least u will remember that he/she did accompany in the pathway just for a short period but it does a valuable memory. she remind me my old frenz which i seldom to contact. mayb i am in this way, i don really will reply msg unless it is urgent. i am kinda passive people so probably wont sms or give a call unless i do need her/him. i know my attitude kinda rude but...maybe i am not those kind will show my cares and loves to friends. or maybe i will think that it is because each has own life and busy with own studies,works. it is better for not interrupt T.T. or maybe in other words. i will share my problem to who close to me oftenly it is because they knew everything better than others. second my problem..what i realize yesterday and only for the moment. i am kinda useless. what am i useless on? okay i know i din let go but what am i holding in my hand? that is because i watched 3 movie with the same scene, break up btw couple. my emotions aint drag me back to those memories but those feeling. the sadness the painful. i seak my advice only from him. he did comfort me but ...maybe really busy of each other. i cant feel any secure from him...
i need a tight hug and say to me [ no worries. everything will be fine]
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