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freedom belongs to me

kind of busy with studies recently.
after the CNY holiday mood, my study mood did coming back after my result.
3 more weeks to go for the assignment deadline
4 more weeks to go for the semester final
after that going for the trip with my classmate, and yet coming back for the real life of choosing the pathway which will affect my whole life, it is a really hard decision i could make so far.

what am i going to continue? advance diploma in tarc or degree somewhere universities out there? will i regret or get a bad performance during my advance either my degree? could i study oversea in case for the degree cert somewhere at UK? tarc did offer for 2 ways,
Sheffield university or the Liverpool.. it sound so far from now. anyway i have another 2 years to go.

what am i doing during the 2 years? 4 sems and 2 internship..maybe oso ICSA papers..
wow. at that time i am 22years old i guess or maybe 23. and then 3 years working experience for the ICSA license/ approval. most probably i will be around 27 at that time.

life seems like...[it is the way...] or will it be something happen and change my life?

hello world, could u believe a 20 years old girl sitting in front her pc and imagine her life for 7 years long!

where is my freedom then?
i wish to love but i cant
i wish to relax but not the right time
i wish to scream loud but i am not psycho !
i wish to dream but it is better work on it
i wish....
there is lot wish lists in my mind and i don't feel like to change my way either style.
give me some freedom which belongs to me.




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