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finally i got time to sit down and write my post as what i use to do.
i have tons of words need to express here and worth to write down to leave footprints.

Ignore my working experience, every sem breaks i will get a part time job.
A credit for peggy helping me on my first day, if not i could be a super mess day! haha..thanks darl! follow up with few days in works,

BUT 1 thing never forget!!!

her birthday!yeap..PEGGY's turn...'0702'

she tot i am working noon shift as what i told her bout my work. unfortunately she never knew Sunday is an exception!Morning shift!!! I was so much excited and cant wait to wish her [happy birthday] but as what we deal ,
pretend like forget,
pretend like dunno.
pretend like i am so muchhhh busy..haha..

i was at home around 7something,we(th,ryan,ky,me) were departed from house around 10pm.before that she was on9 chatting with me. i can only bluff her because work done early so went home early.and i got to sleep early as i am freaking tired. oooh please, that time is 930pm ><" i cant sleep so early and never sleep so early... we(th,ryan,ky,me,kav,lim) were bumped to her house almost 11pm. Of coz she was excited with our existence. Never left out bezday cake, bezday song and [MY d.i.y VIDEO to her]..around 12am, we went to a park nearby my house..yeap..is firewood! Lets make a wonderful and unforgettable near day of the new age! We were took lot of pictures in the park. Kinda horror in the park so [early in the morning...=.=] Went home around 2am. We 3(ky,peggy,me) [cinderella] the ever first time went home at 2am. normally we are needed to be home before 12am! Another new memories we created!! friends forever. and love you so muchhhhhh..muaks







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在无意间,看见他的fb,因为好奇,我乱按了一个profile,才发现他。。。交了新的女朋友。其实我也没什么特别感觉,毕竟分手后的三个月是可以去交新对象,何况。。。已经超过了3个月。零碎的画面,我已经把他给封锁了。真得无所谓了,也没关系了。所谓的伤痕,我想 留下的 是教我如何拿得起放得下,再拿起~
不过现在真得没办法开始一段感情。因为还没准备好
自己不懂在怕什么 可能太多的可能 我其实没勇气
只想调理好自己的思绪情绪,让心里曾经的故事掏空了,
恢复了元气 再次出发


在我身边还有很多好朋友,疼我的兄弟姐妹。
很开心自己的心不在疼了,
很开心我一个人也能过得很好!
2010 是我新的一年,美好的一年
我祝福我自己,也祝福他 找他属于自己的 天空
心理参杂着不同的感觉
但我珍惜 每一份对我的爱意我的关心我的在乎
谢谢 在我需要鼓励安慰 给我适当的耐心听我说话 给我安慰
让我觉得 其实并没有那么遭!


远方的你,希望能耐心等待我



我耐心等候

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i love u too darl...
thanks for everything...

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