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we are gift to them

yesh! i got topic for today~not some very important point but something at least:-p

first of all ignore what i did yesterday, let the story begin with once i was arrived home, it is around 9pm.
i was text-ed to my dad i am on the way home at 8.12pm><", he called me for few times when i was in the lift! with the kinda exhausted body, he was prepared the dinner even heated for me. i felt like, yea. it should be. always parent serve me for dinner.when things happened like in way i thought of natural, usual,random act, after i watched [大学生了没-真心实话] i changed my mind and thankfully in the heart [ i love you dad,mum]

as we grow up, parent seem like getting smaller and smaller,
we can be friendly hug our friends,our lovers but seldom we are doing such to our parent
they may nagging whole day, words are keep ringing beside our ears, it is so frustrated (to me), but how long it can be like this? whole my life? no, it is impossible
every mistake, every words we speak to our parent it may like an arrow keep hitting the red point of their heart, but they are just acting 'is ok' but is it really so ok?

i remembered when i was small, the home discipline was so much tight, once get some little mistake, my parent for sure will beat me with belt, 'rotan' or hand.every time after the beaten, my dad will use to sit aside apply some lotion on me. the last time he apply lotion on me he said 'every time beat on you, my heart is damnably pain' after that he never beat me anymore.

there was few rules in my house which was set up since i was in girl skol.
1>>>>no guys calling (because i was frm gal skol)
2>>>>no male friends is allow bring home
3>>>>only enroll in relationship after 21years old

looking to above rules, the first and second are break when i enter college, my classmate did came to my home few times, and obviously i have male friends(permissibly) ! so it is impossible

come to the last rule, today , i should say from year2010 onward my life is no longer start with 10++ but 20++.
mum said she don believe me because i did silently get a boyfriend, but how long she cant trust on me? after i graduate and step into the community to work, i gotta move on my life to another stage..thus, nothing is last long forever.

just do the right thing at the right timing. and the love from parent, it is the only forever! because we are gift to them=]

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Anonymous said…
Why you always say your mother unbelieve you, she just worry about you only.我们在父母的眼力都是小孩子而已

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