forgive me

BEWARE　ＯＦ　THIS　ＧＩＲＬ　

getting lesser and lesser motivation to post any article.
because clearly in my heart something is changing.
Ｍeihang commented on me that i start to behave [cold],erm, what should i response? i having a complicated mood now. Sound like there is lot things in my heart...

My friendship is bothering me now, i gonna be stupid as i am not willing to tolerate but i wish HE can take the first move. I don't know what had happen between us, the friendship which is for years after a short holiday, is like drop to the freezing point. I had cried once for it,as i felt that the friendship is gone. I talk to no one bout this mater, i don't wanna people ask me anything. All i could do is continue my way?

Is it the god taken away my friendship and wake me up to realize how greatness i am with my family?

my parent renovated my room with their own D.I.Y, it was really surprise me when i arrived home, my room was totally different. Laying on the bed, i felt great at that time. The first time ever i felt so love my parent, because when they told me they sound like just gave comment, i never expect they make it out within one day. Even at the end i need to clean my room and tidy everything.

Can someone pull her out from the situation?

i am sick with the fake face and the fake smile around me...Shawn told me why need concern on these trouble, he was used the [communication gap] to describe the situation.
Yea,everyone come from different background, had different experience in the life. Accept the way they are, change own attitude to treat them. Probably i am lack of such patience to be tolerate. Nic said i am a cunning little girl, oh please stop calling me little girl.

Maybe just let time set her free from the sadness?

Maybe and maybe she shouldn't think any way out. because it is deal with herself not others. So just let it be and let it go. Please allow if she didn't reply message, please forgive if she didn't smile to you, please forgive what she said, she aint mean it.

Please forgive if she turn to which you not familiar with.