I don't know what am i thinking right now in this moment. Feel like wanna have a cry, i know my heart is very uncomfortable for now. I was read a blog of a couple, i should said a couple who are break up no longer. What the girl wrote was really touching my heart, i feel the same way as her. She is right, pointless to be with someone who are not love you but like you. I saw my own shadow lay inside her soul. She is sad, the guy is free now.
girl, you will be ok soon =]
If u really sure you are loving someone, please take the responsibility to protect her/his heart too. A story begin with smile, but end with tears,it is really suck! Pointless to said [we're still friend] because deeply in heart, it is just an excuse to rescue from the guiltiness.
Counting through the fingers, it is going to be 1 month i am in a single status, i learned to release my sadness, my tears dropped when i listen to certain songs, this is the best treatment to the broken heart. I keep set some goals/ dreams for myself, but love never part of it. It is really not worth to be in this way just because of someone, but i am sorry, i am not strong enough to enroll into a new relationship for now. I am doing strong, smiling and appreciate every moment i am being alone, as human is an isolated object in this world.
I have my own way to make myself feel better, i may cry for a moment, i just make myself feel better rather than i keep inside my heart. There is a friend who don't understand me, it really disappointed me. Maybe i should never expect he/she will understand me.It is because to this friend, i am always like nothing, this is how i feel, what the exactly it is i don't know. Maybe really too close already, everything happen on me like nothing, he/she will lend me an ear to listen my sadness, but never a understanding heart. This taught me not really everyone should know should listen should give u comfort when you needed!
If i can choose, i wish i lost the ability to love, i mean the love between couple, my friend asked me is it i am going to be as cold as possible? He suggested me to get someone is willing sacrifice for me and love me. But this will lost the meaning of love. If like this i prefer not to love.
a moment, it just a moment thought.
girl, you will be ok soon =]
If u really sure you are loving someone, please take the responsibility to protect her/his heart too. A story begin with smile, but end with tears,it is really suck! Pointless to said [we're still friend] because deeply in heart, it is just an excuse to rescue from the guiltiness.
Counting through the fingers, it is going to be 1 month i am in a single status, i learned to release my sadness, my tears dropped when i listen to certain songs, this is the best treatment to the broken heart. I keep set some goals/ dreams for myself, but love never part of it. It is really not worth to be in this way just because of someone, but i am sorry, i am not strong enough to enroll into a new relationship for now. I am doing strong, smiling and appreciate every moment i am being alone, as human is an isolated object in this world.
I have my own way to make myself feel better, i may cry for a moment, i just make myself feel better rather than i keep inside my heart. There is a friend who don't understand me, it really disappointed me. Maybe i should never expect he/she will understand me.It is because to this friend, i am always like nothing, this is how i feel, what the exactly it is i don't know. Maybe really too close already, everything happen on me like nothing, he/she will lend me an ear to listen my sadness, but never a understanding heart. This taught me not really everyone should know should listen should give u comfort when you needed!
If i can choose, i wish i lost the ability to love, i mean the love between couple, my friend asked me is it i am going to be as cold as possible? He suggested me to get someone is willing sacrifice for me and love me. But this will lost the meaning of love. If like this i prefer not to love.
a moment, it just a moment thought.
never expect you are there in my dreams,it is sweet
i wish i will never wake up from it,
but i was woke up from it.....
i wish i will never wake up from it,
but i was woke up from it.....
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