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那个孩子在我心

MJ的离世，带来了一连串的报道
过去对他的评语的褒贬，
如今历历在目。。
他过去的负面报道，今天的结论
他心里住着孩子
他失去那纯真的童年，就如你我，曾经拥有，换来今天的回味

小时候，总是拉着表姐/表哥衣角
就像个跟屁虫。
教我读书写字，陪我练习演讲准备
那时的他们就如今天的我，
青春洋溢，多姿多彩

如今他们都成人母，为人父
我感叹他们不再是当初为自己的前途努力的学生
他们魅力四射的年代已过
生活的繁忙，经济的负担，
脸上多了一份成熟，人生多了一份成就

其实并没有什么对于错
是我的执著，硬要把事情分黑与白
抱歉我保留那份赤子之心
我只想保留那鲜嫩的脸蛋，善意的心灵

是的，我相信童话的存在，我相信精灵仙子的传说
谎言与诚实，我分不清，

但愿在未来某个时候
我心里还拄着孩子
那个成为我人生跑道的起点
相信‘人之初，心本善’

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