长腿先生的太太 Mrs Longleg

haiz..... what can i do beside study? what can i wish beside the good result? what can i wait beside to meet everyone in year 2? friends,please study study study and STUDY. just i wanna to see everyone in year 2! and yet i have ignore everything just to study...

i know after this sem ,it would end up my year1,junior of diploma life i am going to be a senior but the lower level de..haha what i learned not only from the books knowledge but also something gain without my expectation first of all must be my new friends in tarc..my classmate,course mate,school mate..sport mate？haha then is learn the every single things that it should be call [reality] which i always live in a dreamland~!haha then er....i guess is the freedom from parents as not overtightened me ----pasar malam till late night ----steamboat dinner with friends ----lepak,yamcha till the phone is ring lot of times.... ----revision together in library even it is optional to be in coll not ----birthday celebration,surprise organized times ----supporting and supporting from friends beside that.... a desire for just wanna walk walk at genting highland a desire for wanna drive and yet drive in college area a desire for wanna being late home a desire wanna get supper with friends but end ...

received fatt call last night to have a revision in tarc library today so as usual around 12pm he arrive me and nobita + fatt we 3 start our journey of study because nobita havent grab his lunch. we decided to have a lunch at old town(melati utama) in old town we keep chit chatting about the ghost and god... as i remember the genting there have the picture of the HELL... after lunch,we decided to go GENTING HIGHLAND have a look on it!hehe i am not kidding..we did really went to there around 2pm. at 230 pm we are arrived the temple! so cold lo there!we dint expect we would go there so all cold like freeze! at 3pm,we went to first wold to walk walk around then i suggest to play snooker!hehe coz of the hk drama so i am very interested to play~ somemore i cant play bowling! i din wear socks!haiz oso quite nice to play de snooker...hehe around 430pm we start to back to kl lo.. afraid late home would get suspended ma!haha but we take wrong way..we went to batu cave d!haiz never mind la at th...

gosh damn it lo... i am in moody again~ sigh,what the f*** feeling not wanna to talk anything feeling not wanna to feel anything feeling i aint myself again again,i date with moody and lonely again~

finally thats the end of my year1 in diploma... walao feel so bit bit not willing to get into yr 2 leh allo..touch wood leh!muz get to yr 2...if not kena marah leh~haha and the days start to count down when i should leave..sigh... ok...erm..last day of the sem 3 in the lecture hall with the name of yr1.. get the last capture of my frenz..not much,jus 2 pic... yong..seems like every sem oso have his pic..my best fren ma! he is G hoe..dunno how to spell la..promotin MH de beg??! the last lecture is Oganistion Behavior... after the class,fatt fetched me to leisure mall to eat sushi king... yet,steven,ryan,fatt,sam and jimmy there were 1 gang to eat together they ate more thn 30 plate of sushi! while i am with my fren,2 ppl just 13 plate like that.. satisfy with the sushi king promotion! hopefully next time can go with lot frenz thn oli nice ma! but oli can 5 ppl with 1 member card lo~sigh~~ what a good ending for the yr 1 with the sushi king~haha...

you dont know how i feel! you dont know how sad i am you dont know how much i wanna all start again you dont know anything bout me you dont know what going on me you dont know how hurt i am when the beliefs is fake you dont know you are the valuable most to me now please get off from my sight, i dont need your care as it is to be a topic for you to gossip i dont need your interaction to me as it just nothing to you i dont need your comparison between me and her i dont need your idiot smile when you pass by to me i dont need your prediction on my love stuff i dont need your critic when i know i am not doing well i dont need friend like you! just please..get off and go away~ you make me feel you are disgusting you are nonsense and you are s*** leave me alone would be a pleasure to me.. thanks

is time i have to prepare the final which in the next next week 20/04/2009--08/05/2009!!! thanks drop by to view at my blog, please be patience as i would update it after the paperS!! good luck to all tarcian & all the best friends =)

09/04/2009 today during the 30min break, fatt suggested went to TBR grab our lunch is quite a good idea as i dunno what to eat and sam told me he wanted me bought him roasted chicken rice! JC told me there is no such things in our canteen 2 yet the canteen 1 not nice he bluff me!(T.T) so i turn it to possible as he wish to eat..TBR have!haha sudden i become the waitress,busy with the phone ordered what they wanted have potential to become mother..JC said de...i not that old ok!just [shunbian]oli la~ after the very sienz OB which end up with the study of SEXUAL HARASSMENT i went to hostel with MH..coz we were planned to have a movie-- Shinjuku incident it is suggested by MH,as i don watch violence movie.. i think she is a violant ppl!haha..simply say je la..don take it serious i know you will read de..haha by the way what is nice movie that surprise me even it is not really much bloody or killing... obviously what i get the message is.. -->helping not always would really help out, it...

finally is my turn to present lo..what a excited to me but actually am i excited to wear in formal and perhaps get an image of [cool]??haha dunno la..just simply excited..what an idiot i am !haha maybe is week 5 d,so everyone seen really hardwork liao! the lecturers also rushing rushing but start to feel is boring to me and mei hang!=) today is a unlucky day la..coz the IHRM test and presentation of FOM together lo~ after sit for the test then prepare for the presentation... well,due to the [screen] fall down ,so projector is unavailable use board to present... i am the second to present,firstly i feel ok,steady but when ashwin finish his speak.. i start to shaking...[shake shake shake your body....] wanna sing this song out and dance somemore??haha~~silly.. so i just act like teaching,writing and explaining... it never is an easy job when come to the language not my mother tongue or something that just need me to be alone..u say is music,at least the sound is company ma!haiz.. but it ...

walao..what a cool news that [i am having my final in 2 weeks time] duno why today those lecturers love to mention bout this news! keep reminding and reminding~so sienz!ok..i know.. is time start to serious no more jokes,funs,nonsense around but u know what ?not i don wan study, just my mood not in the situation!what can i do? last friday,i spent whole day in my room to study~~~~ after that i know it kill me! now,i back from class...after dinner and bath sit in my room,study~~~almost wanna eat the textbook!haha today class very rush,very lot notes to copy.. until the times up..we oso dunno~ me and MH reaction is like 'ha?????' 'o...is 5pm d..the class dismiss!' walao..both so hardworking till forget the time??? i guess nope, both oso tired in writting so much and sleepy...haha~~ nothing wanna blog la..just on9 to write something rubbish and back to study again!

since when i am cant living without my glasses?? i guess around standard 4 or 5 like that~ on that time always thought that, it is so nice to wear the glasses! [what a idiot i am] without counting on the finger it is around 9 years lo i guess??haha without glasses i aint cant see anything la! i can see--just not as clear as normal je ma! i sure lot glasses people would have this experience that [can u see without the spec?] ???sure la!i am not blind la! sometimes i feel glad that i am wearing with the spec at least people use to think that i am a very good good girl~haha [perasan la me]..hehe well,actually that is quite big different between am i wearing the glasses.. dunno why,but i am still confidence in wearing my glass just i know lot girls out there very cares that they wear spec look ugly and become less confidence. but because i wear spec,i meet him~^^ life might just like wearing the spec,sometimes u take off the glasses, u see things in blur and all base on ur guesses, ur mind...

first of all wanna say that [yeap,finally u make it,everything not a pro to u anymore] most of the time,i would think that u cant but u r just trying ur best to make telling people u can even u know it is over ur limitation! proud to be with u! i do..really,u r the best honey! after all, u wake up from all the trouble u know what people are u could differentiate good and bad u know what you want u learn how to enroll with the likes! doesnt mean that u r evil to them just u r protecting yourself not to worry anymore as they turn off from u u should find another way either back to start or another new ways never blame there is no ways now,u chooses to be who you are now you finally release all the bad put down all the tears 100% u r the cheerful people! u r the 1 who laugh much and always come out with lot ideas and confidence with urself u know u would be charm not in everyone eyes, but at least someone! i love u honey!

okay,seems everything start to get into the line..haha why should i say so?? before that, i was still wondering why i don have any gal close close close friend de izz i am too outgoing till gal tot i am a boy??haha.. or there is some group cant have my topic?? since the semester start,i getting closer with MEI HANG..she is my classmate what a pretty good news for me either her! haha,we both have same topic,almost same taste,even almost the same ideas.. so we always be together,some said we are TWIN now~ so happy to heard it at least i am not alone anymore~ before knowing her,tot she might just someone who are very quiet, i don mind de,coz i am flexible de,but i have my limit also de la!haha as days passes,coming almost a month, yeap,i could deny the statement[she is quiet] she aint!!!haha... she is talkative also,[like a monkey??]her cousin say de,not me! becoz of her,i had tried to took bus with her to WM becoz her company,we had went to MC.d by G Hoe's car,experience the speed! b...