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non-stop

since the sem start i am very hate the tuesday the class is keep on with no breaks.. just like that the lecture was dismiss late,thus affected late to IHRM tutorial and the discussion was late and affected the FOM test start late and the presentation luckily is get done on time before the 5pm! yahoo.can go back lo!!! but..next week another round of test and my turn to present! i think as a business student should be get use of presentation~ and still hopefully is fine and everything run well~ so do the test... Final in coming 2 week more la~~gambate lo~~@___@

T@G

001. Real Name : chan chew yen 002. Nickname(s) : 超人,lengmui ,... 003. Age : 18 la..not birthday yet ma! 004. Zodiac Sign : always the confidence Sagittarius 005. Male or Female : see the name oso know is FEMALE la*__* 006. Elementary : MCA kindergarden 007. Middle School: S.J.K (C) SAM YOKE 008. High School : PESS = S.M.K (P)P 009. College School : currently in TARC 010. Hair colour : brownish + black 011. Long or Short : middle 012. Loud or Quiet : depends who i with lo 013. Sweats or Jeans : No jeans no teen life! 014. Phone or Camera : allo.now modern liao lo.PHONE with camera,mp3~~~ 015. Health Freak : ??--gastric?? 016. Drink or Smoke : Drink 017. Do you have a crush on someone : YES!absolutely... 018. Eat or Drink : EAT la... 019. Piercings : yep^^ 020. Tattoos : sure,when i meet with my loves! 021. Social or Anti-Social: average la 022. First Piercing : 12 years old 023. First Relationship : er...since i born i have family-relationship with m...

just love ...

today aint a usual monday as before..i have to wake up earlier thn any Monday i had before..around 645am.. just because we had the replacement class for the OB from 830am to 1030am and yet it will follow by 1230 OB AGAIN!!!!and IHRM =) bit tired and bit fun as well.. firstly seems we have 2 hour break,rather than staying in the college, me and MH decide took bus to wangsa maju area grab my favorite [panmee] well,we met peggy them there also^^due to a laozi reason~haha [lazy to take off the shoes] we both decided to sit at lower ground la~^^ when we finished it is already 1200pm le!!just because we did chat a lot..haha~~~ we need to buy cake for later break as well.. luckily peegy offered to gave us a drive,and yet we werent late for the class..=) well,the lecture run as usual with lot explanation and reality examples..zzzZZZZZZ come to the break time for around 30min before the HR lect,we both have our cake for[tea time]?!haha.. as usual we take steven as the topic[he is gay!] *actuall...

2803,safe for ME...

apart darkness in KL finally the kl is back with lights.... 30min ago,the almost world was fall into darkness did u switch the light off to safe our m other e arth? perhaps you do! beside that today was another day celebrate new member born in my family for her [full moon] another generation is starting to growth and continue the blood-relationship~ i believe that when my turn to have a wedding dinner i am sure the olds will lot be the uncles and aunties because life just like circle.. it turn back when they were young,having wedding dinner of relatives, just they both....

F.O.M

something nice captured from the FOM presentation by SAm... he look like a so serious with different body language he was trying to let us understand what do the concepts... he looked like wanna get agreement from us what about this?? this i get when the lecture just teach bout the [market penetration] existing market with existing product! generally is wanna increase the selling for the existing product~ so this just ngam ngam suit with what we learn!haha

under a sky

i was looking to the sky as i use to be whenever i am in down wishing there is a cloud that belongs to me i saw the dark cloud over the white cloud just like my mood, friend found me --in silent friend found me --less joining with guy (it doesnt mean that -i am noisy and flirting with guys!!!) i am just avoid from the gossips i am just doing a part that i should.. i have no idea just i am not in mood to talk i want hold up a piece of sky that is belong to me i wan hold up the dream belong to me i wan hold up the love that i growth toward someone but not now~ i know i am protector by the sky wherever i go always i see the sun shine would be following me even there is dark clouds following too. but believe in time the dark cloud will gone and i will remain with the sun shine..

should be thankful

first thank to mummy and daddy so support me in study.. money always out but not in since i enter tarc because they know it is everything for me thank to my cousins,brothers telling me giving me more than information that i should know nevertheless i am doing my best with the information thank to my friends always be there support me giving me lot and lot wishes whenever need help,here they are! thank to him.. always trying be perfect in front of me just because he want i deserve the best.. even he wish that i am treating him always more than a friend **i am around-ing with the love,cares,happiness from people around me**

let go

not wanted to write blog today because tomorrow i will be having my test! :-( beside revision i am doing something at begin i though it will be means to me but after i online,i search something,and i feel just what i done... it doesnt really mean everything even i had told myself [it is okay] well.. it doesnt any feel sad with it at all.. just sudden think of 1 sentence___________________ [one trashes another treasure] at least someone could be better than me even i know i shouldnt look down myself! well,let not to look down for first. look beside --i have my family who always stand on me look back ----i have countless wishes and support from friend look up ------i aint the unlucky people in the world look front ---i have a very long long colorful journey that is unseen by me look down --under my feet that is myself,i am standing with the leg not the brain i still alive ,should be glad i have come through everything and it is part of legend why should i bor...

under protection

morning as usual i was woke up after 11am i have music class in the noon,so must wake up d..=) as i wake up,i found tat the breakfast is prepared, dad was in the kitchen preparing the lunch.. i was in sleeping mode,so after get brushed... i just sitting there reading newspaper.. dad come out ask me get the breakfast first so i am just like a kid,being good girl ate my breakfast~ around 12pm i was playing my computer~^^ dad ask me get the lunch before bath~ but i am full,so decided to bath around 1pm thn only took my lunch.. 130pm dad fecth me to music class after that he need to fecth mimi..and after an hour like tat fecth me pula~~ always i am not the 1 who will contributes any works of the house coz either is i dunno do or i don wan to do~ coz i always know that my parent will do it ~ i always blame that they are proteccting me for some cases but i never think that with this condition,i cant take care myself properly~ as i think that i will leave them to further my study at somewhere...

HE is...

he is just like jordan,my brother..but have blood-relationship he is just like nobita,my 青梅竹马,but he is older than me okay,he is my elder cousin brother(mum side,) well,erm..wanna share part pf the conversation we had. the story begin with,i saw his msn pic with a quite sweet looking G.I.R.L!!! (i was appear offline) me , him your gf a?? wah..u offline till come 38 here? wan congrate u ma ..who lai de?? if my gf,your mum sure tell u de maybe ur secret gf! lol,guy will not let his parents know coz of 2 reason , 1-he has no parent 2-he is not his parent de son! okok..lol... how she look? okok lo..quite match u don fu yan me leh where gt?who lai de?look younger than u my senior u cha lo..she is younger thn u even age is older thn u can u online?i feel like chatting with a ghost!..like u meh?so lala~~so how are you?change to what look liao??lala or siham? nothing diff de ma i online or offlinei cut my tail liao!sigh..... mouse tail a??thn ur snake head leh? but my online list u arent there...

what you see what it be??

i am quite care what others look at me i am trying to be more confidence to myself and trust with myself but still i am need a little bit with what you see on me What others see from your style You probably live in your own little world and studiously avoid having to search for your own identity. You may feel that you are not loved, and being in your imaginary world is your way of coping with this. You get moody easily. What your nightclothes reveal You're in need of love. You want to be taken care of and panic easily. You have a strong wish for security in your life. What others see from your ties You are a caring people. You are romantic, witty, and easygoing. You compromise rather than confront, and love nature. What others see from your belts You tend to be outspoken and even aggressive. You either love or hate people, ideas and things. You can sometimes find facing the truth difficult and are an extremely confident person. What others see from your shoes You are a pe...
wed, early class had in the morning out of the 4 days school~ the morning was so cold.. i feel like wanna get into my pajamas~ so decided wear long sleeve t-shirt, make me feel so warm^^ after the class get an hour break then following with HR tutorial but the class was cancel..so have 2hour like that break went to TBR with MeiHang..chit chat and ate my TOMYAM mihun! she love too..satisfy=) paiseh i am talking too much..haha after an hour,we back to library,as puini waited me there MeiHang have to prepare her answer with her group member.. so in the library,i am reading my HR,puini copying the OB notes.. 230pm,we were thinking should we go OB class, coz the tutor may make the early which suppose start at 3.00pm when entered the class,Lim ask me go take attendance..but end up-he bluffing us! luckily the class was dismiss early because everyone did prepared for the presentation! it run smooth~ *** **** *** thurs, 8am class toda...

randomly

another morning i need to wake up earlier 30min before the time just because having breakfast with nobita~ sigh,its okay for me as i have nothing for my breakfast [without breakfast could't absorb well knowledge] in these 2 days,the 'cha sek' we use to go,are closed! sigh,get to have breakfast somewhere in Pudu.. So fast it is week3 for my sem lecturers are all started to remind what we should read what we should prepare. honestly today [marketing] lecture,i was dreaming it is too boring!! keep looking at the watch,wishing the time could run faster! mei hang she is having flue,both of us not really concentrated but xiao shan she was! give her a clap.... exactly 2pm,the class end,had break with friends --[MC Donald] still have time,we could manage to buy get the promotion price! satisfy!=) back to coll, attended the tutorial class--[marketing] for 2 hours! chewyen.. yes,here do u know when is your group presentation? yea,week 6 how long the presentation? ..20min per group ri...

a little,but not too much

Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. The seriousness of your love: Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. Your views on education Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. The...

either when~

since when i got to think a lot i wonder when i will be happy laughing as i use to be? i wonder when i will be success just like my cousins i wonder when i am not just thinking but having the past left behind much more far from now it become smaller and forgettable in my memories does the all memories would be so? i hope it will one day,just left the happy or perhaps.. the sad would turn to be happy to me =) under my feet does it is the road i wanted? hopefully i did in my tempo following with not only the brain thinking but also the satisfy of the heart i would be glad in time.. i did it at the end,finally taking with the little boy behind pretending i am taking with him sometimes it should be like this does not really follow the rules and regulation just be the one you wish to be laughing until the tooth is seen but the eyes get into the line i guess this is the happiest time i am i wish to be there one day closer with the blue sea and so to the sky without any life stress but with...

an afternoon with music

it is performed by 150 junior and senior high school student from singapore 扬琴齐奏 古筝团 敲击组&吹管组 二胡齐奏 go for a music concert by Singapore high school student,at a primary school at Subang ~

honest and lie~

i had watched a movie called [十分爱] it is acted by 方立申,stephy, 钟嘉欣。 it is a story actually around 方力申 and stephy for me the main character is stephy.. it is all about her view for love and so do her friendhip with 钟嘉欣 i could separate the story into 2 love story: love 1 stephy was a girl that loved by every guy, she is pretty and so hold strong with the belief in friendship she stay with a young gal who is 20 years old she know everything between her best friend family including the love affair happened on her 2best friend which get married and the young gal stay with her..with this,she get into friendship crisis she love 2 guy,1 is a doctor(张敬轩) another was her x boyfriend(方力申) in high skol unfortunately she misunderstand with the doctor,so their relationship was ended after 1 year,she is with 方力申,but does her really know anything about this guy? they have not been meet for up to 6 years~ love 2 钟嘉欣 is stephy best friend. she was married with her lover which start in 16 years old she ...

meaning

get a fight with my dad [here i apologies]..sorry to yelling on you quarrel for a dinner bout a dishes call [dumpling] i am dumb~~whatever i could know my bad temper for now always they complain i have a very bad de temper.. always i dunno how to control and let the emotion rule me~ yeah,that is me always i keep everything inside my heart when things happen and i couldnt stand with it i will juz [pop] like tat expose all out~ and it will like a gun shooting around make people feel sad feel bad i am quiet when anything happen either sad or happy i just keep in the heart i may look very nice and happy but i never wanted people know what i am thinking even for a minute what i mean when i am angry the everything i said probably mostly 90% from the bottom of my heart are do really mean to be something~

emo-ing

the whole new sem without him we are sitting far away from each but,i always see him and so do him.. m i missing him? i never think it will turn out in this way even we are still friend for now and in the future as well we are still contacting each asking bout studies just like before i hate the feeling when i see him something like it belongs to me once and yet now it aint well it is for now~ it is the feel and it is what happening i was use to think that if we have planned the relationship sure we can go longer or perhaps it wont be end so fast but i am wrong, love relationship couldnt like maths using the calculator using graphs to predict every single stage of the love~the period too eventually i learn that i didnt included the everything we need to accept the bad the good side of him~ always he think i am the one he want always i wanna the one i want i try to change him but never accept who he are, or i should say looking true with who he is gosh..i am emo-ing the heart didnt feel...

tired of ???

since the sem 3 start,i feel like erm...dunno how to say but i always feel sleepy as i reached home feeling like [why so much questions,essay] [why i couldnt sleep well] [why my brain still memorizing the data] [why i.....] lot questions pop out from my brain WAIT! i have lot things to prepare leh not only thinking so much why.. but i still wonder why~ week2 adi,week 4 gonna has coursework, if i could i will eat the books even the friday to sunday i am off but i am still not enough to done my revision am i asking too much? as all i know is,i just enjoying the studies but i am tired when i am at home is it i have release my tension?that why i am so tired?

hold the hands untill i couldnt

today i was off,so do my mum! as usual i wake up a bit early than previous just to avoid some nagging~ on9 watch movie untill noon~ that what i do!hehe mum asked me out again for shopping~ yeah,why not seems i am in god mood even raining outside,i am totally in freeze! we headed up to sg wang, we shopped at 'vincci' just because the brand is the best quality for me so far so i love buy my shoes there unfortunately i couldnt get any nice as most of the design i had.. wanna get something new as i just wanna get myself a new slipper but i was attracted by a watch.i pretty love it as i saw it mum get hers too... after that we stopped by few shops too at the end,i get my shoes somewhere at Time Square is a heel shoes,and last but not least,a slipper too.. after we grab our dinner at 'summer' i just love to bring my mum to somewhere i use to lepak~hehe i notice something when in the whole journey my mum did holding my hand when crossing the road or in the crowd..it seems like...

SAY (all all i need)

SAY all i need by:onereplublic it is my favorite song,i love the meaning of the lyric =) just like it mean,when you get it, just scream for it! cheer for the dream , be the one you are th e l if e i s s im ple Do you know where your heart is Do you think you can find it Did you trade it for something, somewhere Better just to have it Do you know where your love is Do you think that you lost it You felt it so strong but nothings Turned out how you want it Well bless my soul You`re a lonely soul Cause you wont let go Of anything you hold Well all I need is the air I breathe And a place to rest my head Do you know what your fate is And are you trying to shake it You`re doing your best and You`re best look You`re praying that you`ll make it Well bless my soul You`re a lonely soul Cause you wont let go Of anything you hold Well all I need is the air I breathe And a place to rest my head Said all I need is the air I breathe And a place to rest my head Do you think you can find it Do you thi...

family day

today i was called to wake up follow my parents went to 'qing ming' well,honestly i am less going this place coz i am lazy to wake up early but since last year my grandma pass away i quite be there often for some traditional graves this time,not as before i experienced i am not just standing a side and waiting my turn to pay my respect i was helping out there due to elders are old to help me and cousins helping around.. cleaned the grass,pay respect to 'neighbors',foods,fruits,'paper money'... too bad i am sensitive to grasses,and the surrounding are mosquitoes it does a meaningful day i had. we are discussed another family day on the coming mother's day it does a memorial day to my grandma after 1 yr ... i enjoy this family day, with my family always i am not free in the sunday couldnt joining anything gathering but today i be a part of them do feel that it is a special sunday to me ! i love this day!

more than special

today,another Saturday as usual i might busy do my tutorials or practice my music@@ eventually,today i had my class replacement in the early morning, at 9am to 1pm for the Introduction Human Resource Management at Dk D gosh..so early in the morning i need to wake at 7+, luckily i have my sem in noon,sudden switch to morning,bit blur blur^^ so i am as usual,pack up my beg,prepare myself went to college with friends i had nearly forgotten today is another big day for me! Guess what is it?? yep..a big day for all tarcian as well! the RESult Release !!!! unfortunately,i couldnt access to the net check my result all friends are checking their result in the break time around for 30 min for their faces i could predict how their result goes on i could keep concentrate in the class, but the lecturer keep remind me bout the result.. it was hard for me firstly... after the class,i have no mood to go home soon decided to grab meals before i check my result.. (avoid faint..wahaha..) yep,having lunc...

stay/leave in 1 year time

to,xxx i am sorry for giving such heavy tunes to you i am glad that you are supporting me whatever decision i make no matter when , you are not changing this attitudes glad that you are here for me my problem is in between local or foreign always you know how much i love in others country i know it will be long for us in times,thousand miles away from each yet,i do really wanna get a move on it! It is my dream! it aint i don like to be in local just i want have a look somewhere out from my house.. i am scare that i couldnt suit with the life outside i couldnt take care in; culture lifestyle values belief society much much more i am afraid in.. as i am choosing stay,i will leave to somewhere else for 3 years as i am choosing leave,i will leave for just months but it seems years for us.. i am sorry for chasing my dreams, as i know you always wanted me to stay where you are but i am just doing something for my future it did something related to rest of my life i gonna take care of my lif...

books

i wonder why this sem mostly the lecturer are asking us to get the textbook.. before that i was just stay along with the notes given and the classes but now today i feel difficult in this way without the textbook, couldnt do the tutorials,understand the concepts... haiks... worst.i have mix up between the OB and IHRM.. it suppose to be 1 units,but our course really doing things special! it has divided into 2 units...that why i am blur blur... got to get those textbook which costly and thick like hell... couldnt imagine that i am going to use those books with words and words..... that all for today,have to bath and do revision...@@

hey guy,i wanna be your girlfriend!

open the box it is full with all the present u gave me all the letters,cards,pictures of us.. it bring me back to 2 years ago, recall back the 2 years we were yet, i had deleted the messages you sent me i had deleted the memories of our days i had deleted the smiles i gave you just like you gave me i had deleted the promises you gave me i am sorry for deleted everything which related to you just because i dunno what to do when the days without you, i had try to move you out by him,but always i remember you i had try to smile when you are looking to me i had try to be fine when u are around i had try to stay strong when you see my tears i had try to walk a distance when just you and me in the movie i had try when i fail to try it all over again i know, today ,i meet him. finally , i can be shout out that: he is cool!!!!=) but i remain to in silence,just me and him still friend you both are again too similar, BUT, he is better than you.. he solve my problem, he make me smiles...

sem 3

the long long time i had been waited, yet,today times it come!finally i am back to tarc,start my whole new life it doesnt seems like what i prepare and expected.. i was lost and a bit jam with all data keep move in my brain by the way,so far so good..hopefully=) the OB lecture is very very boring...ZZzzzzz it sounds like everything we are know and yet she is giving a further explanation so it end up with 'BORING" the IHRM lecture is better as the lecturer is bit funny and active so..the class i am quite ok and she is bit fast, quite a number of time i couldnt jot down the notes it is all because we werent getting any handout... well something is funny happen when she asked 'why should i give you all break?' there was someone answered her because 'we need motivation' 'is it i give break,after you all come back will be more focus?' 'maybe...haha.. 'the class became noisy 'well it isnt motivation,there are people who are disagree with you too...

each step

i remembered when i was 5 years old, mummy had sent me to drawing class,i am there for 2 years. when i was 7 years old until i am 10 years old, mummy sent me to taekwando class when i was 8 years old, mummy had sent to computer class,end up the class when i was 9 years old basically i had my tuition class right before i enter to the kindergarten, to learn ABC.. just because she couldnt speak mandarin but Cantonese and English After that i am start to learn mandarin as my mother tongue and yet it start to shift to subject i learn in schools. until i got into secondary school, i start to learn music when i was f3,and yet it is the only i keep learning so far. i could draw but not professionally, i could protect myself but not in mental i could play computer but duunno how to repair it i could write read but not speak and listen well in english i could read write and speak mandarin but not listen well i could play music but not professionally then what i am professionally in?? i dunno,eac...