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this few days i always cant get a sweet dream in my night~
finally i read back my diaries~~
i have a diary
i jot down all my secondary school life ..5 years life!
the most i wrote was all about my love life~~
in that time i was crazily in love on him
and so he was!form 3 till form 5~~many we go through together~~
it was a sweet love story between us!
but it was the past~~erm,too bad we cant turn the time back!!
he did was a good boyfriend that time~
accept all my negative and also trying his best to make me feel sweet
i love the way he is~~always scare that i will unsatisfied bout him~
always be the 1 i want~
but why we end up with sad ending???
just because i love to be in single i guess??~~
or i am boring in 2 years quite a long term relationship ??
haha~~
who knows~~
ever he is in my heart for 4 years..it aint a long time either short timing!
yet,he is the first guy i ever willing to give my first love to him and so he is!

happy be early valentine to him!
and may he always in happy and healthy!!
i love you and i miss you!

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Anonymous said…
hey,hey.
seems like u haven fully put down the past.
normally it may take some times,
depends on how much u love him.
and yet i feel,
u really love him.

n

i realize how much i love him.
February 12, 2009 at 10:24 AM
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