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sweet sweet date memories~

coz of the date i cant sleep well~~
finally morning,645am i receive his sms
at first i was so scared that he told me to cancel the date
yet he just as me to wake him up at 10am..
i guess he might in tired and extremely tired!(back from kampung ma)

thn continue forcing myself to sleep~~
930am reli cant tahan ~~wake up and watch tv hoping the time can run faster~
and in the 10.10am like tat i wake him up
actually i oso dunno wan to wake him up not~seeing he sleep so early!
not early meh?6.00++am like tat sleep wo~
but he manage to wake up too
he is on the way around 1130am~~coz we meet up at 12pm
this time he is early much more when we are in relationship!1145am arrived my house
and start our days with the name of COUPLE..
heading to MIDVALLY..line up at the cinema counter~~damn lot people!
i wan watch 大喜事 and yet he wan to watch 家有喜事~~
well,due to the seat is too front for my movie so..we watch his choice lo!
the movie reli nice and funny~~after that we went to KIM GARRY~~
too bad that he is still full with the breakfast~dimsum wo~sure like tat de lo
yet recently i couldnt eat much oso~~..jus order 1 bowl of mee and a tea with 2 people qty
but i just get few grab with the mee,then i pass the mee to him adi~~really cant force to eat~@@
the date seesm going so smooth,just because the tacit we are having~
so no matter in making decisions or choices we have not need to spend much time to discuss
i am proud of u~
finally in his car,i speak out all things to him even with the tears drop~
and yet i get the feedback from him is

  • i am not going anywhere
  • i am still here for you
  • why u always make me worry you either before or now?
  • please not to forget anything bout me
  • dont think much anymore~

it sound so familiar to me
bcoz i always get hearded from him when we are in love
but this time i heard it,i am not that stable with my heart
just because in his heart there is another gal
even he said he isn't as deep as toward me~~
what can i blame when i was the 1 who break the relationship?
he kissed me when he stop me to talk further~
that time i truely know he did hurt with what i speak out
and yet he cried too~~
on the way home,we pass through some place that we use to be when together~
seems like we are having lot happiness and memories~

this date fulfill with lot sweet sweet memories just like the time is turning back
too bad that in my heart i could feel that i am giving up~

u deserve to get a better gal
rather than me just breaking ur heart ~~

people told me that just go ahead with what you wan~
but it does look so simple?i feel bad with my personality to be a gd galfren dear~


thx with the 1 day galfren and i manage to be happy and sleep after the date~~
when wake up and sitting here recall all my memories~
i know it was a past story to me anymore~
wake up from the dream and i am ready ~


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