长腿先生的太太 Mrs Longleg

remember when the time you was asked to wrote an essay with a title " my dream " what you had written for that?? a teahcer, a nurse, a doctor.. . what u have dream for your future family? a husband, children , happy family that what we think when we were a kid! simple and simple~ but~it doesnt be that easy when we are growing.. we are asking more and more the demand for the husband.. it becomes: nice outfit, high salary , own a car, condo~ ~~ demand for the children: gd attitude, gd study~~ demand for the family : rich, luxury life ~ ~ and in the career~~we are not only doing a nurse, a teacher perhaps~~the head for the nurse, the lecturer with a lecture for an hour more than rm 500~~ the dream it does simple..but we all asking more than that it seems the dream is hard~but is it because of us??? the reality are evil to us.. keep fighting and when does the war will be end?? or in other way round~~ does the war ever begin?? you will know it one day when you are old,with the wr...

i love you the words came from your mouth i was totally in lost and with tears happy and happy i am ~~ the days u holding my hand across the road yea~it was 24th dec 2005! the day...we are truely mean to each other~ sharing and celebrating the days~~ i never forget and couldnt i forget the ring on my finger took off to forget i am yours once with the memories the promises~~ all gone blank~~ and yet it start from 12 feb 2008~~ today~i wanna heard u say the 3 words juz like u use to say to me every these days~~ in sad..it does lost in meaning in times~~~

christmas eve or christmas it does bring meanings to me officially my first love was on these days gosh..how am i going have these days with happiness?? i did cry for the day before the eve~and we did sms to each blessing and wishing each could have better life this year,i fail to celebrate with him~ i feel lost and dunno what should do thinking to have a bbq with lot people i could be better but ....it seems i nit to face these days myself think from the positive ways i did have a better thn yrs before when i am single~~ coz at least i did receive christmas present hold on~~ every yr i di receive chrsitmas present! but this year i get 2!haha.. presents from lexson~~ well...for the truth,i have not buy any CNY clothes~~erm...i think it is the most suitable present!haha.. little cupid from my dear~~ does she really think with this voodoo~~i could have a better life??? hopefully~~hehe^^ let me explain bout this little cupid it name : little cupid duty : searching for the real love...

it should be a wonderful Christmas eve i would have for the 2008 in sadness.. i fail to get so @@ faint~~ actually i am going to have a bbq party~~ when everything seem to be set~ my mum not allow me to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how angry i am !!but it seems i couldnt change her mind i decided to have a another plan~~ luckily i gt LEXSON~~he accom me having my chrsitmas eve the day full with memories for me from the past 24th december 2008,christmas eve at 1pm,lexson was waiting my class end at gate 3 he fecthed me to TM POINT~ but sadly coz nit my dad presents thy could only allow me upgrade my streamyx plan~~ i was totally fed up as i wait there for more than an hour after that due to lack of times...we decided to galaxy Ampang watch movie~~ 'the day the earth stood still' it definitely a nice movie~~ after that went to leisure mall coz i wan go elianto buy new de nail colour and oso some ear rings~~~~~ besides that also bought christmas presents for my dears~~~ come to 7 like tat...

say yes...when u are looking to me say yes ...you love me just like before say yes..you will always by my side say yes~~gosh i am falling in love again??? throw out the rubbish minded coz i do really don nit u!! fuck off don come talk rubbish with me anymore just because i wont trust it anymore!!!!! diu~~~u thought you are who??? because of u i lost my mood what the hell are u??? u aint some1 to me!!!! i would always deny!! even u kill me~~ gosh i lost my control~~ soooo excited i could release it here!! yea~love u girl!!! chewyen

recently always opening the blog and just wondering what should i going to write?? it seems lot things to happen but i lost my writing ability to write anymore? remember that time, i was always writing some stories but when i get into my first love i stop writing just with 1 reason i know how the love feel and yet i end up with never imagine bout love today again, my feelings my thinking all start coming into the rest status~ maybe in 1 day i will totally off my phone off my msn just wanna leave me alone~ yday i was argued with my mum lot unhappy i was expressed through my tears i use to blame that dunno since when i lost the ability to cry not i don wan to cry but my tears are holding never drop out i was feeling hard with that luckily with the argue i cry badly for hours~~~ and today when think back bout last nite actually i am fine with her decision~ even could say that i don mind~ perhaps i did lost the energy to argue anymore~~~ suddenly feelin that all my smiley face are so fade!...

i left behind in the darks i wonder when i alive in times~ juz for sure~~ now i am NOT IN TEREST ED IN LOVE a nd i am tota lly DUN NIT IT

the sport day fall on 13th dec~~ very excited~~it is squash competition for me~~ from the beggining,i enter the court,learning the skills knowing frenz around~~ not the less~i meet my best fren-ALVIN there~seems like lot memories it ends with a gold metal~~'the champion'..yeah we did win the games and be the champion for that day~~ a prove to me i there for the games even i did lose once~~ but i still feel guilty~~anyway~~ i feel that i did make a good result on this test~^^ life,i would prefer it to be fun and fun! trying hard for everything in the college never wanted it to be miss out~~ juz because i find that i do really love my life!! hopefully coming with lot funz and joys i would be explore~~~

the 蛋蛋 name is because of my bezday celebration thy keep give me egg@@ after that thy use to call me 蛋蛋~~ yday bcoz at the HOUSE CAFE~~ we ordered the food has egg oso de! without our knowledge~~ i ordered curry chicken rice~~ but~~ xiao 3 ordered the tom yam sea food rice~~ but why thy give her egg oso?? nobita de~~ is fried rice~~ has the egg oso~~~ so~~ we got to decide to create a group!!! yahoo~~~ call 蛋蛋俱乐部~~ 蛋蛋俱乐部 正式启动了~ ~ 目的只有一个 永远的 友情 ~~~

Wednesday is my most busy day~ all time table so pack de~~ yesterday more terrible~~haha early early morning~~9am was the bisa class busy in the lab facing the computer doing my works~~ what assignment la~~what what the exhibition de assignment la~ the tutor in front bla bla bla~~~haha..me and frenz at behind keep headache-ing~~ at 10am ~finally has break lo~~coz the following time i will busy till gila! the FOA class at 11am~~till 1pm~~ the tutor still the same way,,bla bla bla~~~ this shouldn't ask in this way~~it should be that it is unfair for not account student~~ the level~~~bla bla bla~~ her opinion start again~~haha thn at 1pm the QS class~~ really angry la! coz i dunno what the tutor talking~~keep fly like rocket~~~ i at behind keep staring at her~~~ the class dismiss exactly at 2pm~~i has the squash replacement~~ faint lo PA block walk to the sport complex~~at least 5min ba~~~ i arrive at 2.10pm le~~ luckily the coarch din say anythg~~ if not i can die le~~run the swimmin...

finally i am 18 ...b it disappointed that this year again i fail to celebrate with my lovely gals but a ny way ~~ i got to celebrate with m y another new gangs first of all i would like to thx to everyone for u guyz de wis hes,presents and o so the sincere heart to me ! i appreciate it and i t reasure it frenz!! 18 years old.. when i was sm all i always wonder w hat will happen when i am 18~~ but t oo bad..i never imagine bout th a t 18 years old is a new turning point to my life people will treat u as adult no lon ger u sh ould take responsibility on what u did what u said ~ but i juzt wish i am hav i ng my new life with a whole new me there is not much another 18 yrs life for me~ juzt keep moving on and trying my be st lastly wishi n g myself~ ~ h appy bezday g al and stay happy a lways!

recently my frenz keep asking me hanging out asking me where to go celebrate my bezday yea,i do wish to celebrate with my frenz~~ no 1 would like to be alone mostly in this 18 years old~~ it sound so special to me..a new turn point for me and yet...i decided to tell them~ why not juz has a dinner...simple can be happy too! so...thx lot to the mr.fatt and mr.chris!!haha.. thy bought me a bear and a pair of the hand phone accessories on wednesday~ andox from fatt + yung 牛牛 from fatt & yung thursday he was busy keep inviting friends going for a steamboat dinner~ but as what i told him,don tell ppl is my bezday~ coz i don wan ppl come just because my bezday..as fren,going to eat together ,have fun~~ and yet,xiao san and connie(which i know on that day de are coming join us~~ it was because,in the afternoon.xiao san told me to go out while waiting the others after 5pm so i join her group de people went out to jusco~~that how i know ms.connie~~ after that,we back to jusco,coz those guyz ...