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today..what a pretty saturday..i wake up as usual LATE!
then finally i could have several conversation with my dad..
seeing this few weeks i m busy with my exam;he busy his work
we both not talking to each..
dad me
hallo??
i m not coming back eat,take k bye
bye..
*******************************************************
do u have enough money use?
not really
take your money before skol
ok,got to go..bye
be careful..bye
*yes that is the only conversation i had with my dad...everyday,the same things....

finally today i m not going anywhere..he still sleeping,so do i..after he wake up,i also wake up brush my teeth...
do u wan eat something?
sure..i wan the fish ball mihun
come let go down with me..
don wan la.later i have to go down again perm my hair..lazy a..u go la
is ok,but i m not going buy for you
why u so trouble de!!!iksss....i use be like that when i feelin lazy going anywhere
u wan eat.got to go buy yourself
okok....
***i am brushing my teeth leh..sigh....
when i got down..
here the money,u go buy yourself
i din bring keys leh..how i go home o?
why u so clever...u follow me...
when get into the car,he goes to the nearer car repair shop as the tayar no 'air' liao
u go buy first,later i come find u...
after buying all...
shit!where is he now o??how i go home o??sei lo...dad..where are you..do i need call u??
isnt i ask u wait me there?why u come here..let get into the car.....what time u go perm hair?
enough money not??
12pm lo..now adi 1130 la..i got to wash clothes leh....55 la
cant u come back wash meh?
after eat ur mee thn bath go perm hair come back wash la
...........
at home while washin clothes..
so u monday work,thn coming following week work??no class meh??
i start holiday liao la!dreaming a u!sure de la..when i have chance c u de?u say la..yea,oli give me money u mai c me lo...rite??
work ma..i oso miss u de ma...
yaya..ur head la....
that y i not allow u go korea..that time really wan c oso cant
this world got web cam de ma..sigh
lol..i don wan a..so ma fan
ur wife here accom u ma...
........


where he go lioa???prepare work again.....sigh...but it is the most talk between me and my dad...
i really wan say i miss him..even sometimes i feel he is ignoring to me..but i do really want he be my side..but don give any comment la..make me wan lawan back him de..even i m rude to him,but if i be very soft to him..he sure say what u want again??sure got something wan me help or wan me pay rite??
that is my dad so do my mum too..so ..i continue my style my way talkin...as thy are proud with me too..i rmb when that time i get As in pmr,he was so happy told all his fren..thn i receive lot uncles de congrate sms..sigh =.=''
when in SPM the same things too..everyone say..looks uncle,ur daughter so clever could make it..he likes in front of his fren say,my daughter is a good girl,she works hard on her study...
that is want i want to make u proud too,
as i go korea,u will get more face!
juz let me go when the time come..
so do to my mum.....



Comments

sometimes i also lik wanna talk so to my parent de..
but..
they always dun choi me de..
so... suan le ba..
everytime he play wif da 2 child lerhx
i will keep scoldin da 2 child de..
hahax....
da most pity them...

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