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aint perfect

another trouble....i do really become speechless facing to my mum
come on,i aint doing anythings against the law!i aint doing things embracing you!
again,my mum nagging on me..
what she nagging about??
what else besides my relationship!i am tired and helpless every time she talk
i can admit that i am better than others that i am telling the truth to her
rather than hiding to her,in orders something happen she could know,and might stoppin bout ti to happen(i am talkin the sex before marriage)
but she aint think in this way...she thinks that...
whole my life is finish already!
i have no more any dream on my future!
i am nothing!
yeah,that is what she think...she always wanted me in perfect,doing what also will not regret and very smooth...no matter in study,in work or in anything..she just want it be perfect with smiling face and doing the things with the right timing!
she is so disapointed when she know i am in relationship again..
she always ask why u must in now get into relationship?
why let a guy control on you?
girl,u still have lot choices..
mum,stop it and listen to me..
i aint be naughty wanna get ur attraction so get into relationship
he might not my husband too..(nvr come to the last of my breath i never know who is my forever)
i still study and i am balancing it well
and yet do u all know what her response?
seeing that he arent ur forever why u wasting time on him?
sigh...that is...she misunderstand my meaning ....
i do really wanna ask izz i break up you will stop everything??
fren told me,sometime adult not always the right..
he told me,it is ur own personal things.why u k ppl say??
for a reason,she is my dearest mum...
my mum even warn me..
don let here neighbour gossip bout you,mostly those same college with you
even the xxx mother know it too..
and even thy are in relationship did u know too??
don c others too perfect as thy were in relationship too
just thy nvr let the parents know and no ppl gossip of it..
the neighbourhood talkin me with xxx is dating
even it is not truth
but mouth is on them not me
i cant control what thy say
the plave where have ppl,sure have gossip
no matter how perfect u are
but sure have ppl disagree with u
to them u r inperfect too!
so why k bout what ppl say??
mum if u don go ask xxx m i in relationship i sure that his mum will not know..
come on i m 18..i am not 8..that is normal that i m in relationship!what is the big deal??
i am not doing anythg which hurt ppl or creating the third world war...
plz..stop all this...i feel hard when c u come home with the physical tired and mental tired because of over worrying me..i am fine and ok!i do...i am nice enough to call ur fren ''aunty''
i do really will scold them as bitch!i know u say those family day go shopping hang out together just wanna i get the love from family..by the way,it is diff!stop it bitches from hunting my mum in such suck way!i know what i am doing now,and i never would make u lose face...
nobody is perfect
even i know u want me become perfect
but
i am a usual gal
just like teens nowadays
with not going for smoke or drug...
isnt u should glad on it??

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erm...
cheer larhx...
follow ur heart k.. ^^
dun affect by others k.. ^^

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