长腿先生的太太 Mrs Longleg

remember when the time you was asked to wrote an essay with a title " my dream " what you had written for that?? a teahcer, a nurse, a doctor.. . what u have dream for your future family? a husband, children , happy family that what we think when we were a kid! simple and simple~ but~it doesnt be that easy when we are growing.. we are asking more and more the demand for the husband.. it becomes: nice outfit, high salary , own a car, condo~ ~~ demand for the children: gd attitude, gd study~~ demand for the family : rich, luxury life ~ ~ and in the career~~we are not only doing a nurse, a teacher perhaps~~the head for the nurse, the lecturer with a lecture for an hour more than rm 500~~ the dream it does simple..but we all asking more than that it seems the dream is hard~but is it because of us??? the reality are evil to us.. keep fighting and when does the war will be end?? or in other way round~~ does the war ever begin?? you will know it one day when you are old,with the wr...

i love you the words came from your mouth i was totally in lost and with tears happy and happy i am ~~ the days u holding my hand across the road yea~it was 24th dec 2005! the day...we are truely mean to each other~ sharing and celebrating the days~~ i never forget and couldnt i forget the ring on my finger took off to forget i am yours once with the memories the promises~~ all gone blank~~ and yet it start from 12 feb 2008~~ today~i wanna heard u say the 3 words juz like u use to say to me every these days~~ in sad..it does lost in meaning in times~~~

christmas eve or christmas it does bring meanings to me officially my first love was on these days gosh..how am i going have these days with happiness?? i did cry for the day before the eve~and we did sms to each blessing and wishing each could have better life this year,i fail to celebrate with him~ i feel lost and dunno what should do thinking to have a bbq with lot people i could be better but ....it seems i nit to face these days myself think from the positive ways i did have a better thn yrs before when i am single~~ coz at least i did receive christmas present hold on~~ every yr i di receive chrsitmas present! but this year i get 2!haha.. presents from lexson~~ well...for the truth,i have not buy any CNY clothes~~erm...i think it is the most suitable present!haha.. little cupid from my dear~~ does she really think with this voodoo~~i could have a better life??? hopefully~~hehe^^ let me explain bout this little cupid it name : little cupid duty : searching for the real love...

it should be a wonderful Christmas eve i would have for the 2008 in sadness.. i fail to get so @@ faint~~ actually i am going to have a bbq party~~ when everything seem to be set~ my mum not allow me to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how angry i am !!but it seems i couldnt change her mind i decided to have a another plan~~ luckily i gt LEXSON~~he accom me having my chrsitmas eve the day full with memories for me from the past 24th december 2008,christmas eve at 1pm,lexson was waiting my class end at gate 3 he fecthed me to TM POINT~ but sadly coz nit my dad presents thy could only allow me upgrade my streamyx plan~~ i was totally fed up as i wait there for more than an hour after that due to lack of times...we decided to galaxy Ampang watch movie~~ 'the day the earth stood still' it definitely a nice movie~~ after that went to leisure mall coz i wan go elianto buy new de nail colour and oso some ear rings~~~~~ besides that also bought christmas presents for my dears~~~ come to 7 like tat...

say yes...when u are looking to me say yes ...you love me just like before say yes..you will always by my side say yes~~gosh i am falling in love again??? throw out the rubbish minded coz i do really don nit u!! fuck off don come talk rubbish with me anymore just because i wont trust it anymore!!!!! diu~~~u thought you are who??? because of u i lost my mood what the hell are u??? u aint some1 to me!!!! i would always deny!! even u kill me~~ gosh i lost my control~~ soooo excited i could release it here!! yea~love u girl!!! chewyen

recently always opening the blog and just wondering what should i going to write?? it seems lot things to happen but i lost my writing ability to write anymore? remember that time, i was always writing some stories but when i get into my first love i stop writing just with 1 reason i know how the love feel and yet i end up with never imagine bout love today again, my feelings my thinking all start coming into the rest status~ maybe in 1 day i will totally off my phone off my msn just wanna leave me alone~ yday i was argued with my mum lot unhappy i was expressed through my tears i use to blame that dunno since when i lost the ability to cry not i don wan to cry but my tears are holding never drop out i was feeling hard with that luckily with the argue i cry badly for hours~~~ and today when think back bout last nite actually i am fine with her decision~ even could say that i don mind~ perhaps i did lost the energy to argue anymore~~~ suddenly feelin that all my smiley face are so fade!...

i left behind in the darks i wonder when i alive in times~ juz for sure~~ now i am NOT IN TEREST ED IN LOVE a nd i am tota lly DUN NIT IT