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give me some times

i never say that i am pretty or cute.. i never thought of that i am this is my self confidence i know~~ but which girl doesnt want to be pretty girl?? walking around and guy turn on to u~~ gosh~~~ sometimes i do really wanted~ but can i??do i have this qualified?? i did imagine once that an unknown...give all strangers a flower and ask them walk to me pass the flower to me~~ isnt that it is so nice?? and yet...i do wish some times something is ridiculous de did happens coz u wont expect when u r a old woman and guy did so rite??perhapss..haha girls love romantic... i wish fairy tales did happen on me let me be one day cinderella.. wearing the gorgeous dress..with the crytal like glass shoes~~ with my prince... and yet give me sometimes... to wake up from this dramatic scene~~ changing from time to time~~and yet one day.. i can be CINDERELLA too
today~~attending the FOA lecture and listening song as well~~ coz er..bit bit boring,talkin the theory part haha...thn those song i am so familiar with~ coz i use to listen when i was in F5.. sudden feelin wanna cry all memories are coming out from the brain~~ the joys the happiness the all crazy funny things with my lovely girls^^ after that i was having my lunch with my classmate~~ really a happy times la... keep chatting and making jokes around~~ how good it would be if the time could stop for us.. but times wait for no one... i will miss this college life one day when i grow up~~ and yet i am pretty sure for now frenz attending the co-cu~~ while me and fatt go library revision~~ but thn we oso have a ghost story telling section~~haha after that he gaves me ideas on my squash project thx lot ya~~ hehe.. thn meet up with alvin~~ya!my deareast fren!! although this morning i was too lazy to has breakfast with him~ but the evening we still meet up coz i wanna watch the basketball match ...

is this college life?

today..i can wake up myself.. haha..dunno why,i feel i am recharged... as usual 730 am wake up,prepare all that and yet i do try my contact lens... but fail to do... at 8am i m goin out..arrive coll around 930 and the class is on.. but the presenters were absence for today the class dismiss at 10am like that.. gosh,luckily fatt asking us to go out have lunch+breakfast.. at the 爱面子(板面)。。we all went by fatt de KELISA.. can u imagine that??i sit with all guyz..juz me a gal.. later i gonna turn be a guy liao~~== around 11 like tat,the shop is open!yeah~~~chit chat and eat till 12++ we back to coll... in library,keep doing our tutorials.. it seems like a trend for us recently in tues... while waitin the 2pm de class... we all do the tutorials till forget time liao... thn we attend the QS lecture~~~dismiss early...330..but 4pm we have bm class presentation~~ sienz...thn went back home.. i din eat.juz get some soup~~and continue do my tutorials.. and now sitting here writin the blog.. it seem...

let do it

yday i was having a long meeting~~ tired...not physical tired..just i m tired why i cant play music well...why i cant be what i wan?? and yet from the meeting..i know is time to wake up from dream no more laziness...no more excuse but one thg i m happy tat...i did play the song better bit bit than before .... we are going to have a concert somewhere middle of the next year YET,WE DID AGREE,PLEASE DON GIVE UP!!! after i went to pegy ballet performance at tourism center me,fatt,nobita,ryan,lai,jimmy,lim and his friend were going to supprot her i saw those dancers,dancing on the stage it aint a easy job..i know they were putting lot efforts and hardwork with their steps SO,FRENZ....CAN WE ???PLAY SONG WELL AND HAVE A REALLY STANDARD CONCERT! just keep on practice practice~~~no more excuse with that....so do i~~ come to today...finally learn new skills of the squash... BOOTS... hehe....i enjoy it.... 13 dec will have a competition among the KL main campus tarcian hehe....cool man..haha by ...

untitle 2

again untitle.. i dunno why always everything must put a title for it is it because it is the most ordinary rule?? forget it.. recently does face some love pro.. gosh...am i thinking too much?? or i am expecting too much? forget bout it.. at least i meet best fren in my college life being with my gang no matter in class,in course or even in my squash.. there are some1 will be there for me.. in squash-mr ALVIN..my dearest fren,i love him much!(don thick face tot the 'love') in course-mrLEXSON,J.C,out of my course de...accounting course de gals....(secret) in class-mr FATT,CHRIS,NOBITA(always de la),....lot to list liao ..so sorry~~(T.T) this morning i slept till 12 pm..hugging my alvin bear..haha have s strange dream as well~~ erm...coz recently keep dreaming the almost same thg i am so sienz liao haha..it should be sweet,but dunno why i prefer don wan to recall back it it juz a dream...nothing should be happy bout it or sweet for it isnt it?? and yet..i wan tell all my frenz......
because of yday i was attended the FOA class so morning i decided not going and yet,fatt oso not going thn he could pick me up hehe.. bit jam la..noon when going to coll around 1pm like tat we manage to arrive and yet yong called us.. yong...he is very nervous..can u see tat?? fatt~~~ me..playing lo,my presentation pass liao lu so we all in car prepare their presentation~~@@ thn we enter the class as what i think before really less people... the presentation around 1 hour adi end... so we 3 go eat... . start lu..hungry~~ he wan lookin at ??? my strawberry sei mei lou...my favourite!!!! thn fatt very nice send each of us back to home... haha college life sometimes should be in this way mix around with people around u getting to know them findin frenship in there sharing the joys and knowledge spending times to lepak doing nothing... **before i end my blog,would like to share a little story here the presentation run boring today.. coz guyz talking bout money..safety all that de... why g...

thursday

thurs suppose my off day can sleep till nite de best day recently i sleep on 1pm... erm..seems like i am busy ~~~ thn 7am..i am reli tired to wake up but i have to~~ xxx is coming pick me up at 730pm... i nit meet alvin on 8am at c2~~ is fine... let start today~~hehe first time xxx take us to coll wo.. all the way juz chit chatting~~noisy i am reli late or alvin early d?? haha thn in c2, eat breakfast,chit chat~~study as well he has exam tmr!(good luck ya~~) thn i went to sport complex~ i met my o frenz there! choy and khaipin! haha...chat oso again.. y i can be so talkative?? jus when i really close with the frenz thn sure i can be noisy~~~@@ after that attend the FOA with frenz.. i saw him in the hall...er...with someone frenz ma...haha haiz..non of my business la(bit cruel) sudden think tat how come my off day oso busy de?? really so hardworking to attend the class meh?? haha...at first,bcoz he go ma...thn i go lo after few times is i go myself le.. meet with my sec skol gals as wel...

@Lv!n

he is a very cute cute fren i juz know no longer i love him much..the smile and the touching i get the heart with full depression is seems giving a new life a new hope he is not a very tall or short..juz medium height erm...the body size is fit with his height...so is normal! with a smiling face i familiar with make me keep laughing and smiling when and the only time i am be with him coz really happy and no stress with that~~ who is he??? tata......my bear-alvin well today is my chinese bezday with the family tradition i am celebrating on this day actually i not really sure when,juz rmember is somewhere aorund the nov... yet.yday when i am still busy and headaching with my assignment and all worksssss mum sudden say that... gal,tmr ur bezday...what u wan?? wau...can u sudden tell a ppl wat u wan when u nvr expect she will ask so? er..nothing..juz wish i can manage finish my works.. so soli these days i am busy the work no time buy u present~~ er..is ok la..nothing special nia.... ****i...

hit it as strong as possible u can!

another monday i always waiting just because i can go play squash! yeah~~~hehe act i dunno why i so like sports... maybe it is test your response not brain finally the busy brain can rest~~ haha... it will coz u sweat like hell...wet~~ but it does a nice game to release all ur anger ur stress~~ in squash i oli will think how to enjoy not how to win..juz wan hit the ball as possible as i could! yeah..i love squash!!!!!

WHAT I WAN?

still can remember clearly the day i wan join chinese orchestra tat time i feelin angry coz oli open to the chinese society afetr that i know there were open to chinese class as well without further thinking,i go register for the very first class my teacher..until now still the same. rmb the first class...most gal wanted to learn 古筝 unfortunately is denied by the teacher.. so start to think others..柳琴,扬琴,琵琶,中阮。。。 finally i choose 琵琶 from dunno any bout the theory start knowing bit by bit~~~ my life start because of it changed~~ saturday should be very nice to sleep late,but sacrificed it to attend the class.. step by step start to joining the performances in school and slowly outside skol... from the most easier song高山青 tat i tot was hard when yrs ago... but now come to the 瑶族舞曲 i know it aint hard anymore... lot i gain lot i learn... is my teens life music accom me~~ after graduate..looking at the friends... who oso play music same as me some continue some give up and me.... leave a q...

my presentation

friday~~~yesterday oh my godness lo!!! very cham a...my presentation nervous...and leg shaking!!!!! sure my fren c it de rite?? haiz... my topic was about phobia.. i think to them is boring la.. but i adi try my best make it interesting hopefully i could pass la the day before i was gastric badly... tot of yday don wan go coll, thn morning nobita called me told me a bad news.. peggy them are not going to coll erm....so..i decided call jc to ask him fecth me to coll from lrt sta... but ...due to some reason..i terpaksa called lim.. haiz.. everytime pegy not fecthing us..i oso call him feelin damn paiseh nia! but no ways...haiz.... after arrive...as usual lo...haiz around 215 the class end..very little ppl come to the class. thn go eat with jc...coz i am reli gastric till beh tahan d!nit some hot drinks.. thn around 4 back to coll meet with alvin...he promise me b4 will accom me attend the bisa thn when back, the stupid nobita don wan wait me..haiz... thn around 540pm like tat..dismiss e...

accept when u cant accept

THE FOREVER BROTHER TO ME people around us seems like when come to certain level thy may leave us and we are still going on our way this few day i really having bad mood just because i really cant accept the truth he leave but as he say....what can i do??? don be silly...everyone would leave one or another just depends when and who is it hanging out with him for the first time watching movie,having lunch even taking the pic... i do really cant get a smile to him i don let him send me to lrt station~~ this time let me see him gone in front me the day is raining.. but juz a little but my heart.. juz as cold as the winter... or even more than that passes by all the road i walked with him today all memories and the air... remain his smiley face tat i never will forget a real smile i ever seen recently~~ a ll the best to u and good luck my brother edmond~~

stop and go

recently really busy like hell but dunno why i still wan come here write down somethg maybe i love to write and express my feeling in words.. really,somethg just like what lexson told me people sround me start go and come to my world i dunno why...early this year,i know lot frenz..could say tat but come to now how many i am still keep in contact?? grandma leave me,my first love ended,my study in another new level i face lot things...about people,about study,about family,about my future... and even frenz...as well... sometimes...we face obstacles,we will keep feeling hard, angry,wordiness and yet come to the last choice....GIVE UP i dunno why or how..i feel that everythg would be end in oneday all feeling would be a nice experience,memories to us i start to think in this way no matter wat,everythg will be doin fine... try to accept and accept and yet,i really find my day is happy easy.... sometimes...maybe we just nit a rest and start over again don leave the life full with GIVE UP~~

my little brother

no longer little brother nit leave KL... i was crying badly when he told me... he is too naughty untill now the school couldnt accept him... well,in this year i had met his teacher twice....coz he bring phone to skol... 2 hp oso kena rampas!... since he appear in my life,i start to love him...coz he is young and i don wan him become a bad and yet he really change a lot... he is a very gd little boy... always make me smile whenever we are together... now he need leave le... i am pretty sure i will damn miss him de! miss the days he so caring me,he always find me(when he get trouble) he always protect me???(did he)haha... no words can discribe bout him juz i can say... 弟,姐姐永远爱你,无法照顾你了。。要乖乖努力读书~~

change

erm....first of all......congrate to the president of america..mr..obama!finally the world is really changing not only from the technology but also the problem of the races,skin colour,culture... ok,back to my topic...erm...what i mean for the title 'change' it is bout what i learn in TARC so far i m in sem 2 d! lot ppl come from diff background,diff story all have own attitude,own character as well...cant deny really some of them i couldnt accept,some i salute !haha yet,when come to the new environment reli nit make urself fit with that never expect people would be change for you! suddenly i have lot works! squash assignement,bm assignement(even it is no nit to be pass up soon), eng + the presentation....and oso the test for QS!....URGH.. ALL IN NEXT WEEK LEH!!!!! sudden my mood CHANGE!!!! change to extremely bad...asking perfect from the works...but i couldnt... this make me tired....y i cant make it perfect???sad for that the squash de..i nit do the best as well!!! ~~~~~~wi...

people

have you ever notice that people come around you..they are playing their role in your story some people would make u sad but on the other way,there is someone make u happy have you ever heard that...LIFE IS TEMPORARY all story will be end one day and yet everything will be nothing i dunno how you think...or u might not know what i am thinking unless you really close with me,know me well we are passenger in each other life maybe my smiling face can brighthen your day or maybe yours would light my day what are u playing in my life? all the sadness,buzzing,wordiness i am sure it will be a nice memories i ever had in my future people...as passing by,we never know who will i meet next or a little melody btw us.. yet i know.. i love to be someone always smile and happy..juz as you wish that i will be always happy... juz like you concern today did i do my best...

smile

today ...nope..it should say this week!!! i am so busy lioa..no time to on9(actually depends on how i manage my time) today my MACROECONOMIC TEST...hopefully pass la.. after that my squash! that wat i wan to say for today! from last nite till this morning i am not reli had mood la.. too nervous for the test?? part of it la another is....SECRET! haha... thought of release all my unhappy negative side through hitting the ball... my partner....dang dang dang dang....ALVIN! hehe..he is a gd boy.... my test end at 12pm...so boring alone waitin for the 2 hours for the squash i sms him ask him come fast fast accom me..he stay near ma... so in btw waitin him,i with lim them lepak in canteen as well... 1pm like tat he arrive...at 130pm..we go to court start practice le... and yet the funny scene start our coach absent for an hour so we just practice ourself la... i am partner with ALVIN lo.. we make lot noise in the court 2... haha..all frenz there juz quiet de... me and him keep hittin ppl..ha...