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2020 之我的近况旧况总结。

再一次提笔(敲键盘)已经是鼠年的5月了。 嗨, 你好吗?

一直空着这里, 因为电脑当机了, 我告别了过去陪我打出了数百文章的, 现在用着是前几天才到我家的新伙伴。 我很喜欢文字, 所以没有放弃过。 只是多了脸书还有IG,让我也荒废了这里。 但是我为自己设下了今年的to do list, 就是要重拾我的部落格。

2017 - 2019, 我都经历了人生的高低。
2018 - 我被求婚了。 同年同月, 我也面临着父母的生命在倒数的现实。
2019 -我办婚礼了。 就是跟那位在2018年跟我下跪求婚的男人完成了结婚形式。
事业上, 我也转换了跑道, 从recruiter摇身成为了当下流行的business partner.

在重新启动这一篇时, 我randomly翻开过去的一些文章,那些见证我的黑暗历史的成长。 好,幸运我当初就那么多愁善感,才能那么感性记录着自己的过去。

看着过去的自己跟现在的自己, 我好像抱一抱以前的自己, 告诉她,以后一切都会好的。而我相信未来的自己也会想要现在与过去的我。   从不明朗的感情到后来的现在签字结婚要走一辈子; 从过去不懂该投身何处行业但现在却像做的有模有样。从不懂得如何照顾爹娘, 到现在扛起家计, 照顾他们的日常。 这一切都是过往走的每一步,开出来的路。

路是人走出来的。

这个鼠年的开头不那么好。
不过庆幸是, 在过年的时候举家一起去了旅行, 还是有点回忆的。 
今天是困在家中work from home的不懂第几天, 开头我爸妈有过来陪我们一起困着,到前几日开始半解封, 他们两回家去了。 屋子剩下我们两人, 家务什么就得两个人包办了。
我喜欢父母陪伴, 虽然偶尔会啰嗦唠叨我们, 但是, 这是爱。
小时候希望能拔剑冲天下, 现在我只想留在爹娘的天下里打转。

而我想要点名感激今年自己为父母做的事情;
-终于换了一台小车给父母。 赚钱养育我的那辆老爷车使命已达成也是时候下岗了。
-带妈妈做了体检, 尤其爸爸的状况更让我知道我的心脏负荷不了多一次的紧急,虽然我知道无常是很家常便饭。但是我也应该为父母做一做。
-替他们买了人寿险。 一直要为他们的身后事做准备,却总是因为经济状况也提不出多余的钱。 当然也心里祈祷那天不要太早来, 我身心都还没准备好。 但是, 人总是要面对的。所以就决定了。一定要砸钱了。 就像长腿先生说的, 父母在世的时候基于经济条件, 善事捐款比较少做, 然而有一天走了,还可以用这笔钱来帮他们积善。

今早的天空特别蔚蓝, 还伴随着洁白的白云还有凉凉的微风。 我希望距离恢复日常的不远了。 而我会想念也感激这段与父母困在家中的日子, 虽然是疫情关系,但是能够让他们能看到我们认真上班的模样; 我们夫妻相处的日子,总算让他们老人家安心。话说,从我有记忆以来,我还真的没有试过超过24小时马拉松式的跟家人困在家中。

anyway, update就到这里为止, 话说我怎么那么喜欢写文字啊。 





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