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感动不是那一刻

在那繁忙的街道上,我独自一人踏出公司大门那刻,大大地松了一口气。忙碌的一天,终于让我能喘喘口气,停顿思考自己的事情。

太仓促的决定,在毫无计划中一一去解决。从知道成绩的第一天,我马上联络表侄子给我在学院拿取申请念书贷款,隔天趁着午餐时间拿去certified文件还有呈交给有关单位。岂料,碰巧遇上部门迁动,午餐时间被更改,所有事情都很赶。连午餐都得牺牲。也因为自己临时的决定白白赔上白白的银子给那些所谓的宣誓官。当然这一切的牺牲,不是我一个人,而是另一个人。

是他,在百忙的工作中,抽出时间,带我东上西跑的只为了让我能顺利得到贷款。是他,静悄悄把面包塞进我的包包,趁着等专员的一点小空档,趁着等电梯的小空档,一直催促我多咽下几口面包。是他,在我无助的时候,给我解决办法,是他,为我做主意坚持让我能顺利呈交我的申请。
虽然他口中碎碎念着我为何拖到最后一天才准备,但是,他给了我大大的拥抱,还是耐心的陪着我在有限的时间内解决掉贷款的问题。

回首过去的青蛙王子,我毫无遇上这么的一个王子,他对我的好不是物资,不是甜言蜜语,而是实在的行动。很实在的在我每次需要帮忙,在我需要鼓励,在我很需要一个肩膀的时候,他总是能够适当地出现。

他对我太好了吧,实在太好了。好的我无法用言语去形容那份感动。

情人节当天,也因为要给我送份礼物,耽误了自己的工作。因为我的不愉快,他还是坚持来找我,一次一次给我很紧很紧的拥抱,而我却像个木头人,傻傻站在那让他拥抱,像个泄气的气球,整个人失去了力量。简单的拥抱除去了我的疑惑我的困扰。

在我失去自己的果断,我犹豫不决的时候,是他给我做决定出主意分析我的问题
我把我的烦恼我的问题,习惯性的丢给他,依赖他
后天生的敏感与多疑总是怀疑这背后的付出是因为要赎罪,这背后的付出是大众性的。
在我还带着这有色眼镜的时候,看不出,他只全心全意为我付出中。

这份感动持续了11个月。
请你继续爱我在未来的更多的11个月。

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