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2012,好的开始

总算停下来,继续写写我的故事咯。
好像没什么变化的,不过是我22岁了,不过是我即将毕业,不过是我要懂得面对这个往后如果够长命的话,活个30多年以后。

该做什么的岁月呢?22岁。好像是,还能继续年少轻狂,狂舞整个夜晚,继续让岁月在那不负责任的任性下继续挥霍。

final exam结束了,换句话说,我算毕业了吧。如果真的考不上,大不了提早那么几个月出来工作,担起家里的背负。如果幸运就能去游学然后回来再找工作,然后担起家里的负担。其实好像没差,因为差于timing的问题吧。

对于未来很茫然,念了两年的company secretary,来到现在才来想到底要不要坚持,坚持了,又的付出比别人更多的时间,精神,能力去考取文凭。然后呢?打算在这行发展吗?心里的OS自己早就知道。然后呢?又是个不知道。难道单单靠着自己business management闯天下吗?【不知道】日后累积的经验我想会比较practical吧!

这两天比较忙着的是大扫除。打扫自己的房间。啊,真的不容易啊,从整理书橱,衣橱,书桌,化妆桌,床褥,窗口,每个小细节我都不容忽视的。以后的周末我想也应该是如此的过下去吧?

新年快到了,对我来说不过是无聊的日子。因为很少出门拜年,亲戚少。除了出门看戏找找朋友,好像没什么了。 为什么那么无聊的日子却有着那么长的假期啊?好吧!就明年!明年的过年我就逃到外地去!好好利用那假期给自己 =)

2012,请让我过个开心的一年好吗?



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