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i love you and this is no doubt!

I have no idea on how to start my blog this time yet i do wanna say something to my boyfriend.

okay, sorry to readers for reading my lovey notes to my dear, you may leave my space before further reading. i don mind need you all blessing, so please don't be so mean to me okay? XD

Something happened lately, and those misery in the past, please stay in the past, because i am having the confidence to be longer with my dear.

I bet everyone know how much i care on the messages my dear send to me or even just a few minutes calls could make my day be so graceful. I admit in the past, i am so sensitive and keep thinking and guessing my dear just not so fall into me like how deep i fall for him. However the fact is, he aint such a bad guy! I don't know why, i can start smell the sense of love in the air whenever he text me saying i have been some times never message him or find him. It feel so great he is care on me!

Well, we are different with other random couples like can date or even sms as much as possible, like FOC! haha..=) yet, in my case, we may not finding each for days. So far we can don't text each other for 2 days.. Of couse i don't wish the number of days will increase simultaneously in the future okay. The feeling of miss him is getting stronger whenever i cant reach him! Feel like crying and need him badly! This is the way how we are so much mean to each other. We will miss each other but whenever we can sms, we normally will tease each other. It do fun that there is still some interesting part on us right? hmm...

Back to the purpose of this post, something was happened yesterday, and i am so afraid to let dear know because i believe dear may get mad! However, i still cant hide anything from my dear because, long distance relationship do require honest and sincerity! Therefore i was taking the risk to let my dear the truth although i am not doing any big wrong or broken my dear heart. Luckily dear din mad at me but keep comfort me and of course he did show his anger when he know how the other party treat me * sorry reader, is secret btw me and dear and related party*

Dear, i don't mind how other treat me, i just care on how you look into the case. Because i love you, that why i telling you the truth. Definitely in future, i don't wish the incident happen again and i will listen to you next time.

i can strongly feel that our relationship is getting stronger compare to before. I love you dear.

Long distance relationship require

2 people 1 heart 
100%Trust
100%Confidence
80%Believe, left 20% believe on own judgement
80%Feeling,    left 20% maintain the freshness of the feel.
90%Miss,        left 10% to have normal life as usual.

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