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生辰快乐

祝我生日快乐
虽然不是我的阳历，但是是我的农历
家里是庆祝农历的生日
但忙着上课的我已经把我自己的生日给忘了

星期五难得的能很早就回家
开门一看就是电脑桌上的两粒红鸡蛋还有一个小小红色的盒子
不以为然的我 只是看看日历 才惊觉是自己的生日
打开盒子 里头是个小小的卡片
是妈妈亲手做的卡片
写满对我的祝福 还有黏上我想要的礼物
感动的是 妈妈那份心意 虽然没有能力买给我
但是那份心意 已经值得我去珍惜 
默默流下泪水，静静走进房间
才发现 自己是多么的孤单可怜
我是否有一天 因为工作的忙碌 忘了一年一次的生日呢

过后 朋友打来 我也出门去了
想说 与期待在家 不如跟朋友出去走走
结果跑去唱k
冥冥中的注定 跟了两个儿时的玩伴一起
真的很开心
因为好久我们3个人没有聚过了
晚上回到家 独自对着电脑发呆
朋友 在fb上要约出外走走
也想说 不要一个人呆在家里 也就出门去了
回到家 已经是11：55分了
打开门 见到妈妈那个不开心的样子
看见桌子上的蛋糕
我知道 我闯祸了
家里最注重农历生日了
那不只是我的生日 也是父母的结婚纪念日
妈妈的生气 让我失去了吹蜡烛吃蛋糕
就在我洗澡的时候 妈妈把蛋糕收进了冰箱

我独自关上门 一个人
是的 一年一度的生日 我就这样过了
没有人知道 因为大家都只知道我是december baby
当然 我没有埋怨什么 只是
知道自己对不起妈妈的一番心意

错在于 我不该出门去
错在于 回来的那一刻 我应该马上吹蜡烛吃蛋糕
错在于 我不是孝顺的女儿
错在于 我不是他理想的女儿
错在于 我没有好好地对待他
错在于 我什么都不是

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