我知道为我好

总是会想幸福有多远？
手中的气球在瞬间释放上了蓝色天空
多么渴望我能及时拉着手中的线
像个孩子静静看着失去的气球
一脸无助仰望高空
等待与渴望那不是事实
难过与悲伤不再拥有
到了特定年龄该走该留的都是一个定律
无法改变的那么只能选择接受

孩子时候只要吃个汉堡得到某个玩具就能觉得自己幸福
长大了要的更多却模糊了自己原本的用意
诱惑太多看的也不能完全相信
没有了分辨能力没有了一切归宿感
曾经幸福可以很简单演变成简单就是幸福

往往漆黑的夜里总会有些睡不着的日子
听着收音机觉得自己不孤单
天空上的星星有着月亮的陪伴
只是谁的愿望撕破黑夜换来黎明
短暂的拥有那是奢侈的愿望

理想与现实有点差距
但是坚持的又是什么呢？
脆弱的心灵玻璃似的关系
一碰就碎

在这安静的夜里我让自己重新回到一个人生活
继续过着打工与上课的日子
偶尔与朋友聚聚偶尔呆在家里继续追连续剧
继续为自己的梦想努力存钱努力去完成。。

Comments

Anonymous said…

和我认识之前的你
有很大的改变
看来环境能改变人的命运

November 21, 2010 at 9:20 PM

i am a mad chicken...lolz.

guess what??? Yeepee..finally i submitted my ptptn ...phew... you cant imagine early in the morning, receive a call and tell you today is the day for submission! you cant imagine while you are queuing up the 'pass' people tell you 'it need the Spm cert!' you cant imagine you got no one to ask for a help while you know they are having class.. you cant imagine how freaking blur and worry until you can have a breath after submitted the form! alright here the story goes.. 'Oh, got no reason, got not shame Got no family I can blame Just don't let me disappear I'mma tell you everything....' alright it is my ringing tone...look to the clock just 8.11am! i know my toufu was text-ed me at 8am..he shouldn't be calling me...surprisingly the screen was showing winson name! erm....did i missed any class? did i late? lots of questions was pop up at that time.. ' hello...... .' my sexy morning voice..*red face* ' hey are you still sleeping?...

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another sunny day

it is another sunny day that i like!hehe...dunno why i just simply love this sunny day... arent you think so??what a nice afternoon....well i admit it is a bit hot.. totally hot...=.='' but i enjoy i t..listening with those happy happy song de,looking to the view... like a grandma use to do..sigh i have totally no mood to read the very complicated ME units!haha...please don spoli my pretty noon..haha... sometimes i would think that life might just like a piece of a cake..arent you agree with me??perhaps you do..there is lot favour of cake,but amongs all..non of it my best.. on diet ,how could eat?? but mostly i love most is black forest..cheese cake is my big NO!!!haha..but now i start to accept it just seldom have touch on it...let me intro a favou r to u u all... tata..is this!!! chocolate mango cheese cake it is a very nice to eat..and i love it..mostly cake with cheese i already would give a NO but this time i bought it!!i am curious on what will it be when chocolate meet ...

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speechless speechless and speechless...

before starting my blog..i have a question.. is it because i am in date that why i couldnt make well with my new frenz?? sigh ...g uess what..the semester almost end la..3days more end!!but..i still feeling like cant have any good connection with my gangz..sigh..i dunno why...since when i become so speechless??people know me well oso know me sometimes can be very quiet and also fuck noisy de...comment from my previous boss i am noisiest..lolz..but why now so silent liao a??? sometimes i really dunno what going on,or what thy are talking..i feel like they are talking alien language or i am the alien who dun understand human language..my cousin use to call me alien=.=''couldn't deny that some of the times need accom my bf;meanwhile i got to help my friend in study...urgh..i hate this situation...i sometimes want to blame my boy boy but no use...really feeling like wanna don't k him thn go have fun with my frenz!!know me well de must know that i like my bf could mix with...

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