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【依然是朋友】 我想这是我们的主题曲
我们认识的时候，这首歌很流行。我们总是哼唱这首歌
想象着爱情 那年我们从来不懂什么是恋爱
你迷恋偶像 你迷恋着网上的那个男孩
你迷恋着简单的生活 我迷恋我的幻想世界
我们对爱情有着不同的definition
后来 我们依然还是会手牵手 走过所谓的人生崎岖的路
我们好单纯


是否发现在路上遇到的小妹妹 有着我 有着你的影子？
我会笑笑想说 我老了。。哈哈
人家说20是青春年华 我在虚度我的年华吗？
在那之后 我们转进了不同的故事
吻了数只青蛙 却不是王子
伤心难过着自己怎么不像过去儿时听的童话故事 过着幸福美满的日子
你开始明了爱的滋味 你开始学会对感情负责
你依然还在爱情外 我更爱自己了


我们不去幻想了 我们尝试了
我们体会了 我们感觉到了
原来 在我们以为失去所有的时候
我们像以前一样会 手牵手 等待黎明的到来

那天我无意间在电台听见一些熟悉的歌曲 一切我选择不再听的歌曲
我依然能感觉那种阵痛 感激那不是巨痛
当我以为我不能在接受任何一个王子的时候
我又再次踏出了一步 这次比以前更低调了
有些不安稳 有些不确定
只是 我想那是对的选择

知道吗， 其实我习惯了自己一个人
纵使我偶尔会觉得寂寞
只是 生活上的形式 我不想有任何改变
我依旧是那个整天窝在家里上网女生
我依旧是那个喜欢打工的女生
我依旧是那个喜欢跟朋友出外的女生
我依旧是个乏味的女生

唯一改变的
我希望我能拥有像邻家小孩般的纯朴爱情

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