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我望着窗外的明月 幻想自己是身边的星星
可以看见整个世界 我很渺小 却意志很大 视野不小

这次是我第一次因为考试 在朋友家温习 到那么夜才回家
朋友们继续呆着哪里温习 直到星期四的考试
对啊 现在的每一个考试 都不容许有差错 所以大家动相当压力与努力

我心里的却羡慕朋友能在外留宿 而我只能乖乖回家
也因为如此造成她们的不便 真不好意思
我知道大家会安慰我说
【你是独生女，当然对你特别严格】
【你的父母是保护你】
【他们为你好】。。。。。

这些话听在耳里 却到不了心里
毕竟20岁人了 当然会像其他的朋友们有一定的自由
只是 心里明白 我还在父母的监管下
我几时才能管的松懈些呢？

妈妈看见我迟回 问了我怎么迟回
我说因为去朋友家温习啊
结果她说【自己一个人不会读吗，干嘛跑到人家家？，朋友？什么朋友？】
一连串的问题像是审犯人一样，我的心情也马上跌了谷底
在家里看到我一个人读书时总会提醒我不会的就找朋友帮忙
~矛盾~冏

能怎样呢？只能说，老人家嘛就是特别的在乎面子啊
说什么出入别人的家不好看，招人闲言闲语
三姑六婆的嘴巴更是够力！永远把一件事情扯到人家一无四处 ╮(╯▽╰)╭
我真的是。。。受够了！

如果愿意。。我宁愿在课业上的严紧也不愿是自己的social life. \(≧▽≦)/

像是小孩的时候 总是囊着要跟朋友出去玩爽，但总是独个儿在那一个人玩 跳格子，骑脚车
像是中学时代 总是想跟朋友一同出外看看戏 却换来妈妈的反对说：你怕以后没机会去逛街吗？
像是现在心里想谈场被支持的恋爱，被信任的自由，却换来；你还有两年在我的控制中

换个角度想，我幸福的分不清外面世界的黑白；我幸福的没有了自己的想法
人生有多少个10年啊？。。。嗯。。。。。
    

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