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心伤心 一定很伤

昨晚和王子聊了一个小时的电话
王子说的话提的问题都是每当我想开始一段感情都会面对的问题
即使 开始了 问题依然存在
那么开始不开始又有什么关系呢？
我知道 我对她坦白还是隐瞒
都会换来同样的惨剧
我曾经 为了自己的初恋
隐瞒了两年 也顺利过了两年
可惜 走到最后 还是没了

我曾经选择留在灰色地带
她不问我不说
结果 还是被发现了
同样的 看见她那对我失望的眼神
我怀疑我做错什么了吗？
半年来忍受 她对我的冷漠
他对我的支持慢慢爱理不理
我也结束 一段故事

两次经验 我选择大胆坦白
同样的结果 瞒着我
跟对方私聊 让对方离开我
一个是我百般忍让 百般呵护我的她
一个是我以为只要我一直努力拉着他
可惜啊，
如果只有我一人在修这艘船
两个人却在那努力破坏船只
试问我怎么能成功？
我也许累了，我也许对感情曾经的糟蹋
相似玫瑰花 那么美丽吸引 却长满了刺
你叫我怎么敢呢？

还有两年， 也许王子会选择离开
因为谁愿意去等待呢？
还有两年。。我不去想剩下的日子有多久
也许我的自私，但王子知道的，她最亲唯一的是我
我不忍心再看到她那失望的样子
即使我根本不是在做了些什么坏事
既然我改变不了她 我也只能承受
就像 被关在城堡里的公主
既然逃不了城堡 那只好乖乖留在窗台
仰望城堡外的世界

一些留在过去的人
我希望不被世人挖掘
让他静静躺在我的过去
有些事我不提我不问
只因为 没有必要了

我们的世界再也不会有任何交接点了


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