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请教我哭泣

我的身心已经累得什么都想不了
即使明天有着law的考试
即使我还有我的可也要忙着
是的 我努力让有的没的来填补我的时间
装忙 并不那么忙 却真的 想很忙

我受不了
当我决定放开一切 好好睡我的午觉
却承受如此疼痛的 梦境
我看着你 在梦里
不停向我追赶
那像是 一场战争
一场生死斗

这次我终于看到你对我大骂
你对我 恨我恨得入骨
过去类似的梦境 并没有如这次的逼真
醒来后的我 头脑更重
我欠你的 是一辈子的 内疚与道歉
虽然 我会理直气壮认为自己没有错
不过那是掩盖自己对于你的冷漠

我们住在同一座城市
却不再碰面
话题中不再有对方的存在
偶尔 会听见你的消息
偶尔 会在街道上误会那是你的背影
但永远 我不会后悔当初的决定

你是我心里的那个内疚
请教我哭泣
当做惩罚我
请你要幸福
当作对我的报复

最后
这是我第一次
也是我最后一次
在大庭广众下
提起了你

我要向自己的天空出发
就像
当初的执着。。

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