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either when~



since when i got to think a lot
i wonder when i will be happy
laughing as i use to be?
i wonder when i will be success
just like my cousins
i wonder when i am not just thinking
but having

the past left behind much more far from now
it become smaller and forgettable in my memories
does the all memories would be so?
i hope it will
one day,just left the happy
or perhaps..
the sad would turn to be happy to me =)



under my feet
does it is the road i wanted?
hopefully i did in my tempo
following with not only the brain thinking
but also the satisfy of the heart
i would be glad in time..i did it at the end,finally



taking with the little boy behind
pretending i am taking with him
sometimes it should be like this
does not really follow the rules and regulation
just be the one you wish to be


laughing until the tooth is seen
but the eyes get into the line
i guess
this is the happiest time i am


i wish to be there one day
closer with the blue sea and so to the sky
without any life stress
but with a piece of heart
to enjoy this call~~~LIFE

drink beer like a guy
just like[ if i were a boy]
without caring my identity
this should call [freedom]
at least in my heart--it does =)


i wish would be sexy
the dream girl you may looking for
but i aint...
who should i be?
who am i?
i am looking and searching
[if and only if i am the one you searched..]


wishing i could be everything
no matter
in the past
now
in the future

at least i could be someone to you
no matter when
just..i know i am~

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